290608.. last sun of jun..

Toda go church... hmm.. learnt quite a lot of things la... then come acros a line which I like very much... which is from Mattew 18:3.. hehe... n thx God.. gif mi the booklet so tt i know how to pray...


today training... hmm.. did the 1 step kong fan.. this 1 need to diao yao de... so diff... 1st time do i cannot go over... but subsequenly ok liao... somemore.. I find it fun.. better then the run n jump 1.. cos this 1 i can land smoother n better.... then also did 1 tt diao too high then leg too slow... then fall.. so scare that my leg dislocate again.. hehee...

did my qiang today.. this 1 the 1st time i did in in front of di lao shi... erm.. got mistake here n there... but then i will try to improve la... muz jia you...



was thinking of whether wanna take part in this yr comp onot... still thinking.. if i take part.. mostly will be jin sai ba.. gif m 1 wk to think abt it.. b4 11 i got to know i wanna take onot.. heheee...





"And he said: I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven."Mattew 18:3

Maple again.. wahhahaha

Quite some day dun update liao.. haha.. cos there is nth much to say la... :P

hmm... the International Wushu comp coming up at Aug and I already got the form.. hmmm... jus hope that everything will be ok la.. nth much to think abt it.. jus tt YTCC's ji ti quan will didit will lor... :)

hmm.. come to think of it.. after saying out those word... i got a feeling that she is like scared and running away lidat... ahiz... i also dunno how to react la.. maybe jus let mi God help mi ba.. :)


o well...... I NEED A GETAWAY!!!!!! I really too stressed on work... walao... every mth also need to do guard duty... somemore is like almost 2 per mth lor... WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE DOING GUARD DUTY... damit... haiz... how i wish i got the money so tt I can break bond... haiz... there is not a good place to work lor... haiz... if not cos i wanna study i wun go into signing on de... :(


ok la... dun wanna blog liao.... recently I start going back to maple... new server.. wahhahaha.. same job.. mge.. I like Mage la... but this time maybe i going for lightling and ice mage... hehhee.. c how i train lor.. :P...




God.. May u bless mi with luck... and Bless those who I like and Care for.. no matter who he/she will be or treat mi like... thx u...

Performance at Sentosa

Jus now went to Sentosa to do a performance... hmm.... dunno where is it... but then b4 tt i when to UniSIM to do the application of next sem course... I thinkin that I should start again... and this time... hopefully god will sent some1 to look at mi.. to make sure that I do my study... I wanna change and today... I swear that I will del aways the toopid things that is in my pc... I wanna change it... and I pray that God will gif mi the WILL and make mi do it.. even if it is by force.... now hopefully... the application will get through ba....

Went to sentosa for a performance... doing 双刀... which... this is the 1st time I am doing it in the public.. haha.. ok la.. mistake here n there.. cos I dun really did go for practise on it... but then after the performanc.e.. di lao shi said.. "next time u dun lian jian.. u lian shuang dao" wahahha... o gosh... jian is my main event... lol... anyway.. if he is willing to help mi.. y not rite... :)

Anyway... Did i mention that i finally got a long weapon for main?? hmm.. I jus fixed my qiang.. and soon I wanna practice it.. n make it better so tt next time maybe i got a chance to performance it... hehee..

the performance got video down.. using jiahao's HP... so i got to wait for him to sent to mi.. then I will post it up... hehee....





Hmm... I did sth on last Sun.. when is jus 2 day ago... hmmm... altot it maybe guai.. but then I did say out... hmm.... onli thin is that I hope that no matter wat happen... I hope that our frenship will not be affected... :) onli few pple know wat it is.. :P:P:P




I thx God for always be here to help mi.. and I know that.. I (Clay) is in a good potter's hand.. :)

SAD

Came home from duty.. jus to realise tt... I failed my exam.. haiz... and I did study lor.. not that i dun... if I dun study then i nth to say... for tt subject... i studied for almost the whole wk lor... and then result come out.. saying that i failed... wth.................................. I am super depressed by tt result... damit....

I am starting to wonder... am I able to study... o maybe I jus got to gif it up.. :(


Dun really have the mood tto continue blogging liao.. haiz... Maybe some1 can gif mi some advice on whether i am going to gif up.. o not giving up... and cant then hope for the best... :(



Gods... Pls gif mi some advise on this... thx... :)

End of exam

Today is the exam for Kuen wushu... this time round is better... end early also... I am in-charge of Jurong Spring CC de... when there ard 9.30... anyway.. b4 tt... I slp at 5+ the same day.. so onli slp for abt 3 hr.. somemore.. the 1 glass of matel.. omg lor... no mix o watever de... drink jus once n cannot liao... maybe too long dun drink liao.. hahaha.. so morning go Juring tt time i still blur blur de.. dun even know wat to start 1st... hehhee.. went to kuen aso blur blur de.. n try to drink as much water as possible.. wahahha.... mi tack is also easy la.. to look after them in paper exam onli... wahhahaa...

after JSCC i went back YTCC there.. for lunch with Jos n David.. hehee... meet hoon hui n Peishan at 2.30 to help them on their routine... especially Peishan lor... she blur blur de.. on her san duan gun... hmm.. she dunno really knw how to do it la.. so got to teach slowly.. then yday,fri, also ask her go down TW there to train... zihao n ziwei n hoon hui still ok.. their san duan jian can rmb le.. jus short of speed...

Maybe next tme drag them go TWRC train.. especially Peishan.. wahhahaha.. she lazy lzy 1... hehe... but she ok also la.... jus playful onli.. hehee...


I dun got the chance to c TPYCC n AGCC de.. hope they do well lor... but other that tt all pple wwho go for exam de.. they do not bad... n still got room for improvememnt... hehehe.... good luck for their next exam ba... lol...





Try = hope; no try = no hope... hmm... therefore... if try then fail then regret is better than dun try then regret.. agree?? YAP!!

Shaolin Ger

yday duty n today off.. wahhaha.. but ok la.. not too bad for today.. when to watch movie "Shaolin Ger" with Hoon Hui and peishyan... hehe.. the show not bad la... value added... hmm.. onli thin is last part quite lan.. too little fighting 1.. wahahhaa... the story is abt a ger who grad from shaolin training sch.. then go back to Japan to teach shao lin quan.... then she meet a lot of fun n sad thing... some of the part also touching.. can cry 1... hehe...

Went to fetch Peishyan 1st at 1... by rite meeting her at 12 de.. cos she wanna get sth from mini toon... then thinkin of going early then can go IMM to get her thing... but then she chnge to 1 la... lol... she wanna slp more ba... :P then when I reach her place... hmm... I found something funni.... the area got 501 to 511 but hor... no 502... wanannana weird lor... wonder where BLK 502 went to.. ehehee... actually also i c sms wrong i tot she live at 502... then keep looking for it.. onli to find out tt she dun live on tt BLK... wahahhaha... but still wonder where is 502...

any pple leave BB can tell mi y 502 missing??? wahahha...


Then went to fetch Hoon Hui at her sch... she slow lor... wait for almost 1 hr then she come out... *faint* lol

this 2 sis hor... so playful de... 1 eat non-stop... the other lazy de.. wahhaha... but fun la... they can do stunning move de... we went Vivocity to watch.. there not bad la... jus tt not enough place for mi to play... but toy 'R'us find.. there got so many thing to play with.. hahhaa especially the soft toy... hehee.. ok la.. I bit childish.. but tt's mi.. dun like? click the x button lor... :P

play with the camera somemore.. wahhaa.. hmm... too bad.. dun take any nice pic.. if not can post up... hehee.. maybe next time lor..

anyway.. having much fun with the 2 of them la... haha.. maybe next time got chance then can ask then go out again... hmm... during holiday of cos.. cos they need to study.. :P
n.... peishyan.. dun lan ok... do ur ch la.. wahaha...


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Went to AGCC for class... today teach che shou fan.. from then basic of hou liao lor.. then those got the che shou fan concept de i try to improve it... the rest that dunno de I jus teach slowly abt how to kick up using more power... (*method: get from Zhi Peng de*) wahahhaa... most get the idea of how to do it.. then small amt not tt good la... some dun even wanna think how to do.. ask them do 10 time... 10 all the same old method... haiz...







THX God for this wonderful day.. n bring the 2 into my life.. :)

Resting mode...

Finally.. resting mode now.. for a short while ba... hmmm cos i finished the wuhsu camp.. and the performance yday... wahahha.. on wei wo du zun... hmm.. wonder.. how i look on tv.. :P anyway.. tt performance quite not bad... except for the duan dao... by Jiahao.. lol.... dunno how he manage to break the nan dao... hehee... I dun have chance to take any pic of the 8 contestants.. cos all the while I am inside the waitind room... sad... :( maybe next time I can ask wangliang to help mi get a pic from yuan shuai... wahhahaha... n yeapy.........

Yuan shuai win the match.. lol... he shuai lor... :P

hmm.. performing with him not bad la... hehe.. he is frenly also.. :)

but siqian dun get it.. tt's a bit sad la.. she is pretty also.. lol

hmm... so no pic for this blog... but reward for mi on tt performance is tt... yuan shuai... win.. and it did pay off cos we are the 1 performing wiht him on the final showdown.. hehe.... hope he have a brighter future... :)



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o... hmm... I jus converted to christ on 15 june... official ba... hm... y i mean it is cos... previously I already read the sinner prayer... but then yday the pastor pray for mi... :)







May God heard my wish.. and help mi.. thx u...

Showtime~~~~~

1st... the gongfu panda.... wahaha... we went to watch the gongfu panda with some of the student and their parent on the last day of the camp.... 13/06/08 :P let see... ths 1 is for freee... cos Kuenwushu director.... he gif us some free tix... cos he is doing a show to promote the show at Shaw Tower.... heee... the movie is not bad... funny and got some nice meaning in it.. :) but tt's not the main event... *maybe for most.. it is* for mi.. the main event will be the performance by Kuen wushu's staffs..... and students.... wahhahahaha....

Ya.. is showtime.. wahhaha....

mext... the wei wo du zun.... the show will be out today at 7.30... if i remember correctly... lol... we did some rehearsal... and tonite will be th live show.. *hope I wun make any mistake...* wahahha... I dun take any video abt this cos..... no pple taking the video la... so sad.. if not i can post them up... but instead.. I get some pic... erm.... anyhow pai de... :P

we will be performing for te male champ... wahhaha.. vote more on him how... no matter who win... ;P

Ending of Camp... starting of the journey...

Yday is the last day of Kuen Wushu's wushu training camp... overall, students had improved a lot.... hmmm... over the 5 day 4 nite... they had went throught a lot... in term of training and others... some even cried due to the pain n tirness.... but... as once said... "no pain no gain". student started ,on the mon, with some dun even know abt jumping... The 4 simple jump of wushu - 腾空飞腿, 旋风腿, 腾空外摆腿, 旋子... they now know the basic of how to do it... altot they dun really mastered all of it.. but went times gooes... and with practices.. they will soon know how to better it...

had taken some photo of them camp... and few video...


Trainin pic... stretching... I wonder.. Y Hoon Hui is below Hui en's leg...
















Zhi Peng's method of teaching to teach the students 旋子 while students also can get some fun...


















Zi Kang... our youngest student... doing 滚翻... he is cute... wahahha.. shy also.. and the other pple also very teng him...




























Last day of camp.. our Zhi Peng lao shi was there..... to do a final 终结for the camp...
















Video of mi student.... hahah... whho once cannot do ce shou fan.. and now she did it not bad.. wahhaha... video of b4 and after.... in 10 min she get to learnt a good ce shou fan


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When time is rite... thing get into the rite path... :) we jus have to wait for it to come...

Kuen training...

Today is te 3th day of the camp... 1st 2 day still ok la... dun take muuch pic.. once i go home.. i will get the pic n post some here... hehe...

1st day quite not bad la.. got 15 of them attended... the morning trainin is quite relax la.. cos is the 1st day meh... hee... but that is jus for those who dun stay overnite... wahha... morning coach is wang liang... hmm... wat he did is to c how is the standard of the student.. and teach some jumpin and rolling stuff... not bad le... mi assist him teaching those who dun really know much abt wushu de... then afternoon I coach the advance group 1... i think I concentrate more on the jumping of 腾空飞腿... cos tt's my 1 and onli jump tt can be see la... :P

1st nite.. I also in charge of the flexiblilities and physical trainin part... erm..... I think i more destructive then other coach ba... I make them do pi ca with the front leg steped up... then i use my body weight to 压their knee... wahahha.. some more... 1 leg for 15 min... wahahahhahaha.... erm... then happen to so pain tt I made hoon hui cry... *opps*


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2nd day not much thin la... cos i take out the ji ti quan 1 to teach.... and result...... disaster... haiz... then wang liang giif mi some advice lor... got to retrain them again.. in term of movement n speed.... some of them can still 4get the move lor... can imagine how angry onot... :( sad case... got to think out a new way to teach them again.. haiz...

but mi de trainin no good.... mzybe is the lack of slp and the lack of water.... feel weak during my trainin at nite... haiz.... dun even manage to jump up to my normal standard lor... haiz...

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today... this moment... they are learning 书法... and I am here doing my blog... whahahhaa.. playing game n relax... and finally.. I got time to do tt... wahhahhaa...









Onli hope that 1 thin will happen to brighten my day... and tt's onli 1 person know the ans.. and I wish He will help mi out..

visiting church... :) 1st time...

Today went to church with my cousin and her husband.. hmmm... I dun really used to it tot.. cos it is my 1st time going there... and then jus realised tt... i happen to become a christ out of no where... I asked my cousin whether once I said the sinner prayer i am a christ.. and she say yes.. haha... erm... i dunno hot to react la.. dunno should be happy o sad...

happy in sense tt I am nearer to the god now...

sad is cos... I dunnno how to break this sudden news to my parent, who they dun really will allow mi to become a christ... :)

but then.. i do believe in god... cos he really make mi feel peace today... I prayed for somethin.. and today.. it really come true... he show mi that with hard work n believe in it.. I can also make a diff...

O ya.. today go there heard a specker tokin abt his past and how god helped him... have to say tt he is very confident.. wo in this world will come out to tell pple he is once a drug dealer, homosexually; and have HIV +... somemore... he turn from a criminal into a sch professor... and this is impressive.. :)

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The traiin today.. erm... horrible + terible... cos.. we are doing long weapon today.. and for godness sake... I dun learn any long weapon b4... except for the basic... hehe.... but then de lao shi dun say anything but ask mi to slowly do 1st... and correct mi on some of the moves... + teaching mi some basic then i need... and 1 more thin... I finished my jin sai qiang 2day... tt mean mi have 1 more routine to train liao... but then.. still not good... so.. muz work harder...

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hmm... tml is the camp... ji ti quan except for jessia n vanessa are going... jessia dun go cos.. her wk is packed with lesson... hmmmmm..... ok lor... i got nth to say liao... this thin i told all mths b4.. she dun tell her parent.. maybe... o if not.. they jus dun know... lidat how to train timing.. n roll.. haiz....

Vanessa jus came back from her sch camp carry with her... fever.. so bo bian... body health more impt... dun wanna c pple sick still force to go trainin also... jus wish her get well soon lor.... :)

I going to make a cd with both ji ti quan music and the timing so tt i can gif them.. at least they can try to listen to the music n read the timing lor... hope this can help them...

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Thx god.. for being by my side... and heard my call.... :)

Suntec; $3.60 seed.. :"

Went to suntec with joshua yday to c whether can get a cheap lappy there onot... hee.. but go there, the lappy onli leave orange colour... so sad... I jus need a budget lappy that I can do my work outside since I will be out most of the time... myabe I got to wait till next wk.. the PC Show then I can find 1 lappy that is cheap.. worse thing... in the end, i go suntec jus to buy my seed for planting.. $3.60.. hahahhaha... but after that we still got went to sim lim la... he wanna find RAM for his lappy also... hehe...

Then went back to Yew Tee to have our lunch and have a tom yam mi hoon gua.. wahhaha.. super nice... :P when I reach YTCC then I reallised tat... 'damit' I 4get to bring my trainer shirt there... omg omg omg.... got to where the outside cloth to teach.. *bang wall* somemore I lazy to go abck to take also... haha...


Yday training is done by kaiting... hmm.. she like moody lidat.. :P then 1 part where student have to go oout 1 by 1 to da the routine tat they are preparing for the exam, wich is the coming 21 of june.... hmm... still not up to certain standard le.. ah...... in this rate how to pass the exam~~~~ jus pray for them liao lor.. hahahaha... but some of them do quite good la...

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The ji ti quan.. I also dunno how... some pple cannot go camp.... then worse.. some dun even come for previous few lesson and dun get their form... hmm.. think abt it.. feel that I am sure a lousy teacher.. haiz.. :(
and currently already 2 ~ 3 pple cannot go for the camp liao... Jessia is comfirm not going de.. even the short time in the afternoon for trainin also cannot... hu en's parent also dun let her go for the camp... but let her go for the 1st 2 day where I can teach them how to roll and all that.... hmm.. as for vanessa.. I dunno... I hope that she will go la... but I think she wun reply mi also...... :( dunno y still...

This is my 1st time leading a team for comp.. I also dunno really sure how to do it... few pple for mi here to get advise from also.. cos sch team and cc 1 is diff.. sch team can train more and are more regule.. but CC de sometime they got things on they cannot turn up I also cannot force them to mah... and there is onli leave this camp to teach them more things... and try to let them enjoy it.. :(

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My lappy dunno wat happen also la... got this SCIS/RAID Host Controller got problem.. also cannot solve it... I thin is tt 1 that lead to my unable to online and surf... ahh..... anyway it is 5 and coming 6 yr old liao so... dun expect much ba.. tt's y got to get a new 1.. old 1 gif my bro-in-law.. cos his also spoilt liao.. ahhaa... currently I had to back up all the file that I need and impt to mi.. hehe.. especially the quote de.... they are so meaningful and mean a lot to mi... :) slowly I will show them all here... lol...

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O well.... I jus hope that things will get better... and looking and trying for it to get better also.. hahha... n.. o... I got a performance soon... dunno at where still... hope is nice 1.. wahahhaa.... hmm.. going church later wif mi cousin... hehehe...







success is measured not so much by the position that one reached as by the obstacles that have been overcome.

1st entry~~~

Hmm... JUst moved into this new webby blog.. cos the previous 1 got too much sadness... and somemore I am thinking of doing 1 of it for myself.. so that will be able to post more...

Something abt wat going on will be a better start for this blog other than always doing nth.. lol...

hmm... I lost a important fren of mine jus last week... and it was so sudden that I also dunno how to react... This fren of mine I already known for quite some time... but jus recently then we start to conmmunicate.. she was quite a nice ger la.. and sometime funny too.. altot I dun reall got the chance to know and understand her better, but i would like to... tt's y.. maybe I am too curious abt her liao that make her walking away.. It was like slowly i got the feeling that she is sure an interesting ger... talking to her is like a relax n fun thing to do also...

I do treasure my frenship with pple a lot.. especially those who I think is worth to treasure.. and she is consisted 1 of them... I dun have muh frens but then when I got to hang out with the fren.. I quite enjoying and I can say that she is 1 of them... :) so i really hope that I can save this frenship... altot I wun know wat will happen in future.. but if I can do sth I willing to try...


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I got to know this ger.. which I have feeling with her.. I dunno how to tell her... cos I dun have much confidence abt this.. & I also got a feeling that she already got some1 that she liked.. I jus wanna let her know howI felt abt her.. and if I got the chance to know her better... I am thinkin.. maybe I can try to tell her abt this.. if we really cannot make it.. then at least we can still be fren.. I do care abt this ger.. but then.. for some reason.. I do hope that she will like mi la.. :)

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Got tis good & bad news...

Good news..
I am going to F-16 soon got On-Job-Traiing.... a cross trade training... and I hope that I will do okk there.. actually his news I wann tell tt fren 1.. but then.. she dun wanna contact mi.. so I dunno when i can tell her... cos i would like to share this new with her...

Bad news...
Once i go to F-16.. i wun know i still got time for my study.. and also.. my wushu teaching lesson... I do hope to complete my study asap.. but I am sure a no good student... hahaha... got to jia you.. if not i really dunno i can make it ono...

as for the wushu class.. I dun bear to leave my students..... hahhaa... I like them a lot.. altot she always make mi angry.. but i do enjoy teaching them... teaching them is the most enjoying part of my life now... especially YEW TEE C C~~~ hahaha... I like there.. ant that is the most fav place for mi... I would like to stay there for as long as I can



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anyway.. this blog will still continue constructing.. cos it is not complete yet.. I will like to change the background and all that to which I can really call it my own... currently it is still a template from other pple.. :P

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Do Tag mi ok?? I would also like to add more link here... hehe...









Nobody Knows how long we will live on this earth. The best we can do for ourselves is to take care of ourselves and to treasure people around us who we love though sometimes we may tend to give each other our own nonsense

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