happy start with sad ending.. :(

Ah ma come to christ yday.. it should be a happy event... but in the end it come to a sad ending... I jus dun understand.. howcome pple like to control others' life? ah ma is happy that he converted come come to Christ. the whole family is happy for her.. she seen so happy yday nite... and here come.. onli 1.. and I really mean it.. the 1 and onli who reject it.. my father.... He is so unreasonable lor... tryting to control wan ah ma wanna do... she is his mother ok... :<

anyway... he said that we force ah ma to convert.. which is the most not trust lor... she wan it herself.. pple even tok to her abt this and she really wan it.. somemore.. she also did this for the family... I dun understand is.. howcome my father act like a kid lidat... doing things where kid did... haiz..

I still respect him as my father. but i cannot understand y.. yes.. he is the head of family.. but His mother should be the Head of whole family.. and he can lidat say to his mother... i feel that he is so childish lor... haiz....

My grandma wanna convert cos she is old and she dun wanna pass down buden for the next generation.. she wun wanna her to cont my father's worship... but howcome my father dun understand it.. haiz...

Anyway.. pray for the best ba... I am really tired of adult.. who think they are always correct... and not listening to the young genaration... maybe 1 day i will really blow up and jus leave here.. go to another place to stay.. :(


I dun wanna be like them.... I dun wanna be so unreasonable... I am still learning it.. cos I wanna open up for pple... but they... haiz.. they can say other pple is ok to do tt.. they dun mind.. then when come to their own family.. BOOM!!!.. haiz.. how to improve if this thing happen...


I know that I have some1 here for me whennever what happen.. and I am happy with it... and I hope my family will have it too... :)

depressed yday~~

Heard a shocking news yday... and I dun even know whow to react... haiz... :( ??? msn from Yvonne.. saying that she is seeing someone... at 1st I was like.. ok.. congrad... but then later on.. I dunno wat come to mi... a suddenly depression jus knock into my mind.. I dunno how to explain the feeling.. and somemore.. I dun really wanna her to know.. : anyway is I dui bu qi her 1st.... and not to treasure her.. so... regrat also no use le.. jus let it be... jus keep things to myself and tt is enough.. :) feeling down yday.. so dun really do much thing... and find comfort from my Father.. who tell mi sth... "As a mother comfort her child, so will I comforted over Jerusalem" Isaiah 66:13

Altot not totally related.. but it make mi think a lot.. and I got to thinks my God that he is with mi at that moment and confort me..

What can I say. He is some1 who I can trust in and to speak up... so I tot of praying for Yvonne.. that God will bless her and gif her happiness.. :)

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I had too long dun update this blog.. currently the H1N1 is so jialat lor.. I will pray for all the nation that this virus will be gone in Jesus name.. and everyone will be health..

I take up guitar long ago and now I c some improvment.. which is quite good la... also I got my 1st DSLR.. which I love it a lot.. ahahhaha.. will need to get better lens.. so jus pray for it...

Lost my Hp.. dunno how I lost it also.. feel sad abt it.. hmm.. current aiming for blackberry 8820.. hahaha.. cos tt phone enable mi to load my course document so that I can stusy when working.. :)

injuried my elbow with my own sword.. li hai ba.. hahaha... still recovering and wound had already join up.. thx God.. :)

what else... hmm....


I am happy... yes... and I will be happy for everyone... who share with me happy things... and sad with pple who tell mi sad things..

tt's all... :)


May God bless all pple and gif happiness to those needing it.. amen...