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Sunday, July 12, 2009

happy start with sad ending.. :(

Ah ma come to christ yday.. it should be a happy event... but in the end it come to a sad ending... I jus dun understand.. howcome pple like to control others' life? ah ma is happy that he converted come come to Christ. the whole family is happy for her.. she seen so happy yday nite... and here come.. onli 1.. and I really mean it.. the 1 and onli who reject it.. my father.... He is so unreasonable lor... tryting to control wan ah ma wanna do... she is his mother ok... :<

anyway... he said that we force ah ma to convert.. which is the most not trust lor... she wan it herself.. pple even tok to her abt this and she really wan it.. somemore.. she also did this for the family... I dun understand is.. howcome my father act like a kid lidat... doing things where kid did... haiz..

I still respect him as my father. but i cannot understand y.. yes.. he is the head of family.. but His mother should be the Head of whole family.. and he can lidat say to his mother... i feel that he is so childish lor... haiz....

My grandma wanna convert cos she is old and she dun wanna pass down buden for the next generation.. she wun wanna her to cont my father's worship... but howcome my father dun understand it.. haiz...

Anyway.. pray for the best ba... I am really tired of adult.. who think they are always correct... and not listening to the young genaration... maybe 1 day i will really blow up and jus leave here.. go to another place to stay.. :(


I dun wanna be like them.... I dun wanna be so unreasonable... I am still learning it.. cos I wanna open up for pple... but they... haiz.. they can say other pple is ok to do tt.. they dun mind.. then when come to their own family.. BOOM!!!.. haiz.. how to improve if this thing happen...


I know that I have some1 here for me whennever what happen.. and I am happy with it... and I hope my family will have it too... :)

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