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Have a faith that God won't send you anything you're incapable of handling. You can decode that the word fear is an acronym for False Evidence Appearing Real!

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Countdown 3 day...

3 more day to my 1st event.. wahaha.. qiang.. but then.. dun really have the confidence.. all i know is that.. do y very best and apply all that I have learn for the past mth.. :P
ya.. past mths.. I onli learn my qiang for lest than 3 mth.. if not wrong.. wahhahahahaha...

Anyway.. all the best to all taking part... to my competiters too... Good luck!!.

today c the ji ti quan... hmm.. better then b4... and we also use the music.. change a bit more move... I think should be ok ba... :) scary ger's thing I settle le... now is to c wuzong ok onot.. and I pray that God will help mi with it... since past event there is few cases that got pple cos of thing cannot go de.. so.. jus pray n do my best...

hmm... learn that there is so much for mi to catch up.. lol... 2 mre wk I will be going through my water baptisim... I think... today learn on how topray to god... erm... we all know how to pray.. wat I mean is... ways to pray la.. *should be* :P

I trust You and let Your Guiding be my will... :P thx You vey much...

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Happy Birthday Singapore!!

hahha.. today Sinapore 43th yr old liao.. happy for her.. and I wish her to be as Strong a nation and the Peope here to be carefree and live happily.. hmm... especially those lower income pple.. :)


I got to thx Rayson.. hehee... he show mi sth that I got to know.. :) thx...


hmmm... the whole day doin nth but watch DVD.. tai wang si sheng ji.. wahhahaha.. part1 almost finish... heee.. nice show..


God.. I thank you for guiding mi the road.. even when I always go to the wrong 1. u still guide mi throught the difficulties.. :)

Friday, August 8, 2008

Damit.. sad and depression and all -ve feeling = justiin

I feel sad and depress... and feel that I am so usless... Damit... haiz... I got the most bad day of this yr... fomr jan till now.. I can stop thinking howcome I am so useless.... howcome I am such a no use person... I get the timetable of the comp.. ya.. so wat... jus cos sth cock up...

I do try my best to make all happy... but then scary ger still backout from the team.. cos she wanna go for her event that she think is more important that this... ok.. actually that is fine with mi la.. anyway... I canot force her to do anythign also... I got no rite to do it... but you know wat.. I am damit sad lor... I feel like tearing out... ya ya... pple always say guy shouldn't tear... but tt's not true... God gif us this ability to express ourselves.... haiz... so now onli leave 7 pple... all my effect wasted into the drain at this very last min.... I duno wat I can do... how I can do also... feel so helpless... wanna find pple to tok... maybe will feel better.. but as usually.. there always ppls all not free when I need them most.... onli thing is.. this time it wun be the same.. at least I know that there still some1 who will not part m when I an in trouble... and He is the onli 1 who I can tok to now...

the feeling is so undescriptable... I put so much effort into this team.. trying my best to prepare them... and then now all gone to drain le... I dunno others know how I feel onot... no point sayingtall this thing... wat over is over.... i jus very very sad la....

I tell myself that if I can get this team to competition and they wun be the last.. I will be happy... but now... I tell myself.. FOREVER I WILL NOT DO ANY JI TI QUAN!!! NOT EVER WILL I DO IT...

I do know that there i no 1 to be blame... and I wun angry with any 1.... :(




MY MOOD : FOUL


Thx God to be with mi..

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Poly 50

hahaa.. take off and when for Poly 50.. SP wushu alumi team.. :) the result not tt bad la... hehee... tok abt the event 1st.. It is a annually event... then need 10 pple to do the 50 x 600m run.. which is ard 30km.. :P then at least 3 of the 10 is ger... so.. whoever interested can join in next yr.. wahhaha... okok.. back to today happening...

we got the 7th place for alumi team.. :) then our timing is 1hr 37min... wahhahha.. ok le a.. consider half of the rac is run by onli 9 pple.... :P

y is tt so.. hmm.. Garry run till 10+ round he vomit then go to 1st aids there to rest.. so.. all the guys got to cover his place... run like hell... wahahhaha... I run till cnnot tahan then vomit also.. but slight 1.. still cont to run la... Garry join us back in the ending.. waha.. lucky.. if not U will c mi flat on the ground liao... wahahhaa... hmm... take a few pic.. but today super tired and lazy.. I post tml ok.. wahha...

by rite going kuen for trainin.. but then after the race.. I dun even wanna move... whahhahahahha...




The schdule is out for the comp.. I got event on the wed (which is the start of wushu comp) and sun (the last day).. but then so sian... cos the timing dun really fav mi la.. :( got to work till 5:30 le.. haiz... anyway... ji ti quan will be on Sat (6 to 8 lidat ba) then this 1 affect Scary ger.. :( partly my fault la.. haz... I dunno how to apologise her so tt she can accept it.. but then.. I pray to God that he can help mi do sth.. so that Scary ger can go for her things and enjoy herself and un need to rush for the comp.. :) I will try my very best to help her la.. :P

I Pray to God for ur miracle then will help Scary ger... :)


That is why I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it and it will be yours. Mark 11:24

Monday, August 4, 2008

Reply Shout.box

haha.. too lazy to sent 1 by 1.. so I jus put all here for reply.. :)

03:47 PM Aug 04, 2008
ZiJian
Why my brother,Zikang inthe blog?


Cos I put the campp into my blog mah.. so his name also inside lor.. heee...



09:54 PM Aug 03, 2008
Jennifer
me want to play until lvl200 bishop le


mei.. next time help mi train also.. hahahhaa

09:54 PM Aug 03, 2008
Jennifer
you now cannot find meonline le cuz me onlyonline in maple


dun kip playing le... muz study ok?? jia you~~


05:52 PM Aug 03, 2008
Annabellee
i see i see , so you allenjoed it luhs ? =)


ya.. quite enjoy it,, hehee.. somemore is 3 day celebration... :P


03:55 PM Aug 03, 2008
summer
tagged.

Thx for Taggin mi blog.. hmm... and all the best.. jia you for ur 'O' Level ok... erm.... still happy.. :)



sth to share.. which for mi is really true.. :)

Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance..... and you find out that you still care for THAT person


Bless for all those who I care ALOT.. :)

Saturday, August 2, 2008

YTCC 260708 Performance

This is the Video I owed... wahahhaa.... hmm... enjoy.. 9 min plus video... hehehee.... it was an enjoyable nite.. and I hope u pple will enjoy...






A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another" John 13:34

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Happy Birthday Di jiao lian


Help Di Jian Lian to celebrate his bday... for 3 day... wahahhaha... 1st 1 is on sun... go paris to eat then go bowling.. till late night... :P

then onmon.. we went to party world... (I go there after my class at TPYCC) was there till early morning.. 5++ 6... :P
many pple drunk.. hehee... and tt included mi... but then... i ok after that... drunnk cos of wenbiao's 'posion' he go mix a lor of martian with beer.. dotz...... hmmm.. then i help Di jiao lian drink up tt glass lor.. wahhahhaa... ok la... drunk is cos i when to slp.. if i dun go slp.. everything will be ok... then when sing 菊花台, Di jian liao go 'ban wu' hehe.. then he did 1 move... i dun have it now.. but sijin got.. try get from her then posted in.. hehee....

Tues dun go work.. cos of tt toopid headach tt hunt mi down... badly... :P so.. in the end.. get a MC...

then I went wushu training at nite... still have hangover.. so the performance tt day not tt go la.. so sad.. ahiz... the students help him celebrate bday again... hahahhahahha.. durian cake.... OMG..... SUper nice... hehehe...

take pic for this 1... ::






That day also troubled by things... I also dunno how it come abt... hmm... something, someone from deep inside jus appear and surfaced up... this is so weird when I tot that i had moved on... I seeks God's help to let mi understand y this happen... :)
God, if this is what You had planned for me, I will thank You and follow Your Guide