depressed yday~~

Heard a shocking news yday... and I dun even know whow to react... haiz... :( ??? msn from Yvonne.. saying that she is seeing someone... at 1st I was like.. ok.. congrad... but then later on.. I dunno wat come to mi... a suddenly depression jus knock into my mind.. I dunno how to explain the feeling.. and somemore.. I dun really wanna her to know.. : anyway is I dui bu qi her 1st.... and not to treasure her.. so... regrat also no use le.. jus let it be... jus keep things to myself and tt is enough.. :) feeling down yday.. so dun really do much thing... and find comfort from my Father.. who tell mi sth... "As a mother comfort her child, so will I comforted over Jerusalem" Isaiah 66:13

Altot not totally related.. but it make mi think a lot.. and I got to thinks my God that he is with mi at that moment and confort me..

What can I say. He is some1 who I can trust in and to speak up... so I tot of praying for Yvonne.. that God will bless her and gif her happiness.. :)

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I had too long dun update this blog.. currently the H1N1 is so jialat lor.. I will pray for all the nation that this virus will be gone in Jesus name.. and everyone will be health..

I take up guitar long ago and now I c some improvment.. which is quite good la... also I got my 1st DSLR.. which I love it a lot.. ahahhaha.. will need to get better lens.. so jus pray for it...

Lost my Hp.. dunno how I lost it also.. feel sad abt it.. hmm.. current aiming for blackberry 8820.. hahaha.. cos tt phone enable mi to load my course document so that I can stusy when working.. :)

injuried my elbow with my own sword.. li hai ba.. hahaha... still recovering and wound had already join up.. thx God.. :)

what else... hmm....


I am happy... yes... and I will be happy for everyone... who share with me happy things... and sad with pple who tell mi sad things..

tt's all... :)


May God bless all pple and gif happiness to those needing it.. amen...

End of the Performance...

Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!!! ghahaa.. after so many months of rehearsing and training for the performance.. yday comt to the very ending of it... yap.. yday is the performance.. hmm.. too bad I dun have the chance to take video of my CCs... i not I can youtube it in here... hehe.. I think they do very will altot here and there there is mistake.. but consider this is the 1st time and they dun know how to do it properly... but I guess I am satified with them.. Great work YTCC, TPYCC, AGCC and JSCC... :) and I have to thanks all the parents that suppporting me till now... :D

My event... hmm.... 1st part of ji ti quan already do wrong... cos I too jing zhang.. hehee.. forgive mi ... :P other then tt still ok... enjoy myself too...

ok... I too long dun update my blog.. cos nth really excited happen jus that all the while I am busying with the performance... working wise.. hmm.. I am trying hard to complete my training.. :) and my life... still searching for my other half... hahahhaa... ok la.. everything seen fine.. and now I am more relex... I got to work harder at work.. :)

life going into next phase... and teaching go up a step too... :) all the best for me..

Lord love sinner and dun lik sin... XD

Exam ended..

finally my last paper on today.. all wat I wanna do now is to pray that I can pass it.. :( ya.. I need to pass it... and I wanna pass... cos if I cannot mak it then I cannot study anymore.. and I really wanna study... haiz... ok.. i hate exam.. then is the part I hate abt study and other than that I love to gain knowlegde.. :P yap... tt's me.. hahaha... y cant jus take away he exam and I will be studyinig happily.. wahahaha...

Pray to God... I need a lot of prayer.. :P

and I wanna thanks God that he help me in this exam also.. :)

end of instructor exam...

Sun jus end the instructor exam... hmm... dun really have the comfident to pass it.. haiz... anyway... jus pray for it.. the most... worse come to worse.. I got to do everything all over again... :) ok.. hmmm... sun isit a good day... I dunn wanna say who.. but then.. I dun really happy with him... cos if he thin my exam is not tt important it is because he already in a high position... but for the youngster... we wanna strike to get sth... they jus dun think... tt's y.. there are a lot of pple leaving... :(

I jus pray that I can pass.. tt's all.. and pray to God... :)

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Ending of the 1st rehearsal... hmm... objective hit.. so I should be happy... next come to difficult.. which will be... making sure all know wat to do... and all know how to control the timing of the routine.. hehee... wat can I ask for?? I got to thx God for helping me and by my side.. :)

I really need to know wat to do.. then go do it... not hiding in th mind.. in he heart la... haiz... I said wanna add a ger.. but till now haven.. cos I dnnno will she accept mi onot... o jus del the contact.. wahahhahaha.. so... got to get comfirmation 1st ba.. :)

as for wokr.. hmmm.. I think I got to work harder.. :)

sch exam coming soon.. and.... here come the toopid guy trying to study with comp on... video of anime on.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... go out study is still the best... wahahaha..

O ya... I misss COOS.. tml finial going liao.. wahahha/.... :)

*today no color.. cos I am very tired... wanna slp eary.. wahaha.. ta ta... and miss those I should miss... May all be bless... hehee..

How should I do??

Ys.. it is time to move on.. :) I feel much better... hmmm... I dunno what I doing is right or wrong.. but I know that I will always ask God for blessing.. make Pray that He will guide mi throught things.. :)

Anyway.. I come across this ger.. hmm... it not counted I know her, but that I see her b4.. I dun think she wil remember mi also la.. :) but then.. I would want to get to know her... jus that.. I dunno how to do it.. hai... :)

Pray that God sent some angel to help mi with it.. :P

ok la.. short update.. sun lab test.. I muz do my very best on it.. :) my last hope le.. haiz... jia you..
go slp liao.. tml a nother long day again.. hehee...

Making a fool of myself

I tot that maybe there is some1 to lent mi a ear.. jus to listen to mi... to release my stress.. but I am wrong... I am jus making a fool of myself thinking abt this... well.. jus 4get it... i should guess what will be the result...

I am loaded with so much stress that I cannot bear it anymore!!!

Only 1 in this world understand me fully.. and I thx You... always here for me and be by my side... :)