The memories..... Happies..... unhappies....

Feeling that can't out of mouth.... to others.

2011-01-18T08:06:00.003+08:00

Went on to watch Season of the Witch with Zhipeng... hee... but I dun really understand the talking abt the book of Solomon. when I check the bible, there isn't any menion of it. so weird.. anyway... I am curious of something else. The darkest days, Dark crusade. Maybe I can find out more of it.. :) jus to understand more..

Anyway... I dun really feel like staying at home nowaday, I cant feel the word home in my mind. haiz.. with everyday of complaint here and there. I jus dunno what my grandmother is thinking about. she always like to see the -ve side of people. I cannot tok to her, cos she dun wanna listen. how I wish there is someone to enlight her to think a better way and not tok about others people. I think it is not right . worse of all, she even want to interrupt with my father and cousin's work. weird rite? I think it is because she is the eldest in the family and she tot that she can control everything and everyone is under her. please. if there will be some1 to tell her what is right and wrong and she is able to listen, I will be very happy.

I still haven find school to coach, Which I really hope to have at least 1 for this year. Jus hope that I can find it and pray to Father God.

I am happy to say that it passed 18 day of kicking my bad habit and there is long way to go... I muz work hard on it... I believe that slowly I will be able to kick away all my ad habit. :D so leet's do it step by step. :)

lastly, something to share, for those (if there is any) ;p

-my son, do not go along with them, do not set foot on their paths; for their feet rush into sin, they swift to shed blood. proverbs 1:15-16

telling us not to follow the way of sin, sin will in time destory themselves. If we follow the way of sin we will also destorying ourselves and our future. Think about people who you really care, about people who care about you. They don't wan to see you suffer, and I believe you also wun wanna make them sad and suffer becos of u.. :D

愿您的心都是暖暖的......

2011-01-09T20:19:00.002+08:00

I saw this little note when I am clearing my room.. haha... CNY coming.. spring cleaning in progress.

Anyway, this is the content of the note:

逃避不一定躲得过面对不一定最难受
孤独不一定不快乐得到不一定能长久
失去不一定不再有转身不一定最软弱

别急着说别无选择
别以为世上只有对或错
许多事情的答案都不是只有一个
所以我们永远有路可以走
你能找个理由难过也一定能找到快乐
懂得放心的人找到轻松
懂得遗忘的人找到自由
懂得关怀的人找到朋友
天冷不是冷心寒才是寒
愿您的心都是暖暖的.......^_^

Meaningful content if you get to understand what it said, and I think this note I had kept it since my secondary school times..

Cheer {=^.^=}

Back to Blogging~~

2011-01-05T13:05:00.002+08:00

Finally I am back here, a fresh new start this year. 2010 is a tough year, so many things happened.. I jus hope that 2011 will be a nice and great year for me.

Anyway, Just a short post to start off. hope that everyday I can post in. hahaha...

HATE EXAM...

2009-11-10T18:59:00.001+08:00

Sian!! I THINK I FAIL MY PAPER AGAIN... I DUN WANNA FAIL.. :'(

*Pray**Pray**Pray**Pray**Pray**Pray**Pray*

Happy Birthday to me (2)

2009-10-20T22:19:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... I am here again...
hmm... today end so fast... :p

Ok... la.... I do celebrated my Bday myself.. and I am ok with it... hahaha.. How do I celebrate? let see~~~

Morning I went to gym.. hahahha... then off to buy myself my present... 1 of it is pictureal of S.H.E and a guitar book... lol.. love it... :)

then off to Mt Faber park... to take some photo.. hehe... still processing.. so wun post it here yet... once I finish editing it.. I will post here.. :) brought ah ma lunch on the back home... then watch CNY de bai wan da ge xin.. wahhaha.. nice and funny lor... bright up my days.. always~~~ :) then also... our home new frig is here.. finally... the old 1 die off... :)

O ya... I pray myself a Bday song... hehe.. the book I brought.. the 1st song is Birthday song.. haha... I think it muz be God.. when I saw that book.. and saw that 1st song.. I brought it.. :p maybe someday I will post it up also.. lol

Jus now went to class... exam coming soon.. muz jia you lioa... and is funny jus now lor... hahaha.... we suppose to go there for some purpose.. but in the end.. the head of our course was in the room.. we end up not doing sth we actually suposed to do.. till the leaturer 'dismiss' us.. hahaha.. after the VIP gone... all of us went back to the classroom again... wahahhahahaha... so funny lor.. hehee...

ok la.. end this special day with a BIG blessing.. Thx God.. :) and Pray that Peace will be present for the world!!

nite~~~

Happy Birthday to me...

2009-10-20T01:02:00.003+08:00

hehe... today mark a very special day for me... hmm.. is it my birthday day~~~ yappy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ altot I may be celebrating it myself but I am happy that I have some1 to be with me always. I thx all who wish me.. and I bless all who wished me.. :) for those dun.. I also blessed them.. :D

haha.... and I got so many wish lor.. hmm.. list down later.. anyway... sunday 4gotten to share what I had learn... :) We learn abt promise on Sunday.. Promise that is given by God.. :) He will not forget about us.. and He always promise sth good to us... especially when we go things of his will... But we got to remember.. hmm.... We got to do the right things... Promis do not come in term of $$ but in a lot of form.. for me.. I think God given me a lot of happiness.. :) even in bad time... I believe that I should be happy.. becos... Those thing that turn out bad is always benefits me.. they always let me learn a lot of things which I dun have the chance to learn...

Always look thik is a positive way.. we know that thing always have 2 sides... and if we always bother abt the negative side.. how can we be happy? rite? so... let us all look at the positive side... Thinks God for all things that happen on us... no mater good or bad.. cos they are always a blessing from Him.. :)

Human in natural is good... so we should continue to do it... :)

I also realise that... I do can choose my life... I cannot always stay in the comfort zone.. I got to get out to find my own life.. :) I got to face the difficults... I will stand firm with my God who always with me and I will be able to face all fears.. :)

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here is my wish for my Birthday:

1. I wanna always be with God.
2. A happy family.... with everyone healthy and happy...
3. I hope I can open up and know more pple.. :P maybe at least to some1 special *still loooking for her*
4. I wanna improve in my wushu. especially my coaching style... (I do wish I can get the instructor cert asap)
5. I wanna study harder.. Gambatte.~~~
6. Improve in my guitar so that I can lead my cell group in worshipping.. hehee... (some1 help me with this.. thx.. :p)
7. I wanna get rip of all the sinful things I had gone and still doing... I wanna cut off with it.. and live a peaceful life.
8. I wanna World peace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and all nations can solve things throught calm and nice talking. dun 动不动就war and fighting~~~
9. All nations who affected by nature disaster and others factors that affected the pple there... I pray that all will come to an end and peace and happiness will be staying forever..
10. Pray that Singapore will be always blessed by God.

We have the abilities (everyone od us) to make a different for the world. We jus gif a little caring and love everyday. and 世界会变得更美好!!

THINK POSITIVE!!

2009-09-27T19:55:00.002+08:00

Found that wushu is not onli abt wushu... it got a lot of things in it.... gif some example... on how we jump... pple got this mindset of using legs la.... wahahhaha.... I also lidat... but.. last wk when I attend gym training.. then I realise that.. it is not onli the leg that is used for jumping.. it also include the kua... hehehhe... happy rite.. but i try to experiment it... very hard to do on xuan feng tui... sob sob.... my most dun like move.. haiz... jia you ba..

Today church taught abt Humilities... hehe.. got to keep re0reading it.. but I got this very meaningful thing that wanna share... is it to "Not to complaint and argue... even things is against us. :)" cos we will learn sth in the end... complainting wun help.. cos in the end we are the 1 suffering from that.. why not think is another angle... keep in mind that we care born a loving person and not a bad person... if we keep thinking positively on anything we are doing.. U will feel good.

dun wait.. do it NOW.. start thinking positively!!!

Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, Philippians 2:14-15

Enjoying my course.

2009-09-24T11:20:00.002+08:00

Attended a course for the past 2 days. MCMD course... hmm... since when is the last time I attend a course? like 2 yr ago?? who know... anyway this course, Effective commnucation, is a greet course. had a lot of fun.. playing~~ luff-ing also... hahaha.. best and most of all.. learnt a lot of things... which really influenced me a lot. I can rmb the way of human mind and how to differential them. and know that we cannot change people, we can onli influence them.. so that they may know and change themselves. :) I enjoy the course a lot. and It help in my future career too. :)

no pic taken :p hahaha...

O ya... I got my dreamed set liao... a D90 bosy, 70-300mm telescope len, 28-75mm fast lens and a 18-55mm lens attached with a 0.45x wide lens.. hahahahaha... altot need to keep change len for different things that I wanna shoot. but them... I am ok with it.. hahahahahaha..

Dun let the passion down... fire it up~~~~ :)

Realise that God already plan things ahead of me, preparing me for my future.. :) *Happy*

Super Import Night & National Wushu Display

2009-09-20T16:59:00.006+08:00

Yo... yday a way busy day... when for coaching in the morning.. after that.. to Singapore Expo with Benny, Joshua and Byan.. ehehhe... and I dun drive wooo~~~ all sitting Byan's car... :p... Taken some photo in there... but had not finish editing all.. so will jus post a few.. hehehe.... not a bad exhibition but... nth much to buy.. most are car that redecorate... it is like a show that showing how u can do to the appearance of ur car to make it now impressive.. hehe.. and it do cost quite an amt.. I think... :)

Meet leslie at Expo as he went there to look for his things also... :0 then we went to the Singapore Indoor Statium... hehhe.... watch the Wushu Display.. lol... I dunno abt the previous 1... but hmmm...... blah blah blah... ok... hhaa... no comment.. cos It is like SPWUSHU family gathering lidat... wahahahaha... enjoying ourself.. fellowship and... KFC as supper.. lol... PM Lee is there for the opening.. and when he is there... we got to scan our belonging.. lol.. and I am like running abt in and out of the scanner.. hhehee... *The scanner is onli at the area where our PM Lee is sitting... and I happen to sit at the area* so.. I think the Polices like c me till dun wanna see me lidat.. wahahahahahahhaha... and it is fun... :P I mean going in and out of the scanner.. WAhaahahaha... the display.. not much photo taken... maybe only on the few China coaches who I know but very blur.. cos high zoom and I cannot find a hand rest for ny Camera.. (should ask Wenbin to bring my Fujifilm there... ) wahahah... this part of photo.. totally haven edit... so.. got to wait to post in.. hehee...

There is different between Joyfulness and Happy.. :D

New song

2009-09-15T10:31:00.003+08:00

Jus uploaded a new song... Consuming fire... one of my fav song.. enjoy.. hahahha.. :)

No subject!~~

2009-09-15T10:10:00.003+08:00

My DSLR got a home now.. hahaa.. Jus got a Dry Cabinet for my camera... cost 100.. is cheaper.. hehe.. anyway... I still chort of a fast lens to finish my collection... (those len that I wanna use) maybe I will get it this wk.. hehee...

Looking forward for an oversea trip.. but then... I still thinking wanna go oversea this yr to China onot.. cos budget tight.. hehee... If i can go then best la.. but 1 thing also.. I had miss the Marathon for 2 yr.. I dun wanna miss it again.. :( so the comming Dec 1st Sunday I wanna go.. hahahahhaa...

I had finish my yellow ribbon run.. which I like it alot.. cos I dun gif up half way... Thx God.. hahaha... If next yr still got I will join again.. :)

Learning guitar... now came to a bottle neck.. I cannot form rhythm from chord.. need help.. hahaha... I still a beginner so I got to work hard ba....

School wise... I like it.. but my problem is that I got to work night shift.. so when come to that wk I cannot attant the class... So I muz jia you... Justin Jia you jia you.. hehehhehe....

Honoring people around you, honoring the God!

Photo time!!!

2009-08-27T12:16:00.002+08:00

Photo of the NDP night cycling.. haha... I dun put most of the photo.. too much. and also... they dun have mi in it.. wahahhaha... We cycle from ECP to LCK.... hhee.. next target will be ECP to woodland.. :P anyone wanna join our next trip?? hhahahaha....

Photo taken in the poly 50... I dun have more.. if not I will post more... :) it is an enjoyable day~~~

Happy ever after...

2009-08-02T22:54:00.003+08:00

yes~~~ end of Poly 50.. haha... it is fun.. and then is a once a year thing.. good job SPWA altot we dun run fast enough but then teamwork shown.. hahahhaa.. enjoying it also... the photo is with Jul.. so have to wait for her to sent mi then I can upload them.. :)

recently thinking abt myself.. wat make mi so different.. haha.. I think there is a lot of thing.. Lord did so much thing for me... I have so much frens ard me.. and I think they all given to me by God... hahahha.. Frens in SP, especually SPWUSHU... in SAF.. BMT fren, RSAF frens... and working frens.. so much of them... fren from church... they are so wonderful and caring.. :) my relatives also... haha...thx to all frens.. o ya... not to forget.. my best buddies.... haha.. with them ard.. I think I am very fortuned... anyway... I also hope that they do well too...

David is the 1st to get married.. on 1st Aug.. his ROM.. a wonderful day.... hahaa.. May God bless them forever and that They will have a ever lasting marriage.. hehhee... coming will be Dec 25.. yap... tt is the big day~~~ hope this time I will take out my camera to take pic.. hehee...

I got quite a lot of pic to be posted in... hehehe.. maybe I will have a post of all photo... plus those which I took frm my camera.. ;p

God love us and want us to Love our family!!!

happy start with sad ending.. :(

2009-07-12T20:38:00.002+08:00

Ah ma come to christ yday.. it should be a happy event... but in the end it come to a sad ending... I jus dun understand.. howcome pple like to control others' life? ah ma is happy that he converted come come to Christ. the whole family is happy for her.. she seen so happy yday nite... and here come.. onli 1.. and I really mean it.. the 1 and onli who reject it.. my father.... He is so unreasonable lor... tryting to control wan ah ma wanna do... she is his mother ok... :<

anyway... he said that we force ah ma to convert.. which is the most not trust lor... she wan it herself.. pple even tok to her abt this and she really wan it.. somemore.. she also did this for the family... I dun understand is.. howcome my father act like a kid lidat... doing things where kid did... haiz..

I still respect him as my father. but i cannot understand y.. yes.. he is the head of family.. but His mother should be the Head of whole family.. and he can lidat say to his mother... i feel that he is so childish lor... haiz....

My grandma wanna convert cos she is old and she dun wanna pass down buden for the next generation.. she wun wanna her to cont my father's worship... but howcome my father dun understand it.. haiz...

Anyway.. pray for the best ba... I am really tired of adult.. who think they are always correct... and not listening to the young genaration... maybe 1 day i will really blow up and jus leave here.. go to another place to stay.. :(

I dun wanna be like them.... I dun wanna be so unreasonable... I am still learning it.. cos I wanna open up for pple... but they... haiz.. they can say other pple is ok to do tt.. they dun mind.. then when come to their own family.. BOOM!!!.. haiz.. how to improve if this thing happen...

I know that I have some1 here for me whennever what happen.. and I am happy with it... and I hope my family will have it too... :)

depressed yday~~

2009-07-01T20:19:00.002+08:00

Heard a shocking news yday... and I dun even know whow to react... haiz... :( ??? msn from Yvonne.. saying that she is seeing someone... at 1st I was like.. ok.. congrad... but then later on.. I dunno wat come to mi... a suddenly depression jus knock into my mind.. I dunno how to explain the feeling.. and somemore.. I dun really wanna her to know.. : anyway is I dui bu qi her 1st.... and not to treasure her.. so... regrat also no use le.. jus let it be... jus keep things to myself and tt is enough.. :) feeling down yday.. so dun really do much thing... and find comfort from my Father.. who tell mi sth... "As a mother comfort her child, so will I comforted over Jerusalem" Isaiah 66:13

Altot not totally related.. but it make mi think a lot.. and I got to thinks my God that he is with mi at that moment and confort me..

What can I say. He is some1 who I can trust in and to speak up... so I tot of praying for Yvonne.. that God will bless her and gif her happiness.. :)

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I had too long dun update this blog.. currently the H1N1 is so jialat lor.. I will pray for all the nation that this virus will be gone in Jesus name.. and everyone will be health..

I take up guitar long ago and now I c some improvment.. which is quite good la... also I got my 1st DSLR.. which I love it a lot.. ahahhaha.. will need to get better lens.. so jus pray for it...

Lost my Hp.. dunno how I lost it also.. feel sad abt it.. hmm.. current aiming for blackberry 8820.. hahaha.. cos tt phone enable mi to load my course document so that I can stusy when working.. :)

injuried my elbow with my own sword.. li hai ba.. hahaha... still recovering and wound had already join up.. thx God.. :)

what else... hmm....

I am happy... yes... and I will be happy for everyone... who share with me happy things... and sad with pple who tell mi sad things..

tt's all... :)

May God bless all pple and gif happiness to those needing it.. amen...

End of the Performance...

2009-06-01T11:41:00.003+08:00

Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!!! ghahaa.. after so many months of rehearsing and training for the performance.. yday comt to the very ending of it... yap.. yday is the performance.. hmm.. too bad I dun have the chance to take video of my CCs... i not I can youtube it in here... hehe.. I think they do very will altot here and there there is mistake.. but consider this is the 1st time and they dun know how to do it properly... but I guess I am satified with them.. Great work YTCC, TPYCC, AGCC and JSCC... :) and I have to thanks all the parents that suppporting me till now... :D

My event... hmm.... 1st part of ji ti quan already do wrong... cos I too jing zhang.. hehee.. forgive mi ... :P other then tt still ok... enjoy myself too...

ok... I too long dun update my blog.. cos nth really excited happen jus that all the while I am busying with the performance... working wise.. hmm.. I am trying hard to complete my training.. :) and my life... still searching for my other half... hahahhaa... ok la.. everything seen fine.. and now I am more relex... I got to work harder at work.. :)

life going into next phase... and teaching go up a step too... :) all the best for me..

Lord love sinner and dun lik sin... XD

Exam ended..

2009-05-14T23:08:00.002+08:00

finally my last paper on today.. all wat I wanna do now is to pray that I can pass it.. :( ya.. I need to pass it... and I wanna pass... cos if I cannot mak it then I cannot study anymore.. and I really wanna study... haiz... ok.. i hate exam.. then is the part I hate abt study and other than that I love to gain knowlegde.. :P yap... tt's me.. hahaha... y cant jus take away he exam and I will be studyinig happily.. wahahaha...

Pray to God... I need a lot of prayer.. :P

and I wanna thanks God that he help me in this exam also.. :)

end of instructor exam...

2009-05-05T09:02:00.002+08:00

Sun jus end the instructor exam... hmm... dun really have the comfident to pass it.. haiz... anyway... jus pray for it.. the most... worse come to worse.. I got to do everything all over again... :) ok.. hmmm... sun isit a good day... I dunn wanna say who.. but then.. I dun really happy with him... cos if he thin my exam is not tt important it is because he already in a high position... but for the youngster... we wanna strike to get sth... they jus dun think... tt's y.. there are a lot of pple leaving... :(

I jus pray that I can pass.. tt's all.. and pray to God... :)

Rehearsal 250409

2009-04-26T02:06:00.002+08:00

Ending of the 1st rehearsal... hmm... objective hit.. so I should be happy... next come to difficult.. which will be... making sure all know wat to do... and all know how to control the timing of the routine.. hehee... wat can I ask for?? I got to thx God for helping me and by my side.. :)

I really need to know wat to do.. then go do it... not hiding in th mind.. in he heart la... haiz... I said wanna add a ger.. but till now haven.. cos I dnnno will she accept mi onot... o jus del the contact.. wahahhahaha.. so... got to get comfirmation 1st ba.. :)

as for wokr.. hmmm.. I think I got to work harder.. :)

sch exam coming soon.. and.... here come the toopid guy trying to study with comp on... video of anime on.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... go out study is still the best... wahahaha..

O ya... I misss COOS.. tml finial going liao.. wahahha/.... :)

*today no color.. cos I am very tired... wanna slp eary.. wahaha.. ta ta... and miss those I should miss... May all be bless... hehee..

How should I do??

2009-04-17T00:25:00.002+08:00

Ys.. it is time to move on.. :) I feel much better... hmmm... I dunno what I doing is right or wrong.. but I know that I will always ask God for blessing.. make Pray that He will guide mi throught things.. :)

Anyway.. I come across this ger.. hmm... it not counted I know her, but that I see her b4.. I dun think she wil remember mi also la.. :) but then.. I would want to get to know her... jus that.. I dunno how to do it.. hai... :)

Pray that God sent some angel to help mi with it.. :P

ok la.. short update.. sun lab test.. I muz do my very best on it.. :) my last hope le.. haiz... jia you..
go slp liao.. tml a nother long day again.. hehee...

Making a fool of myself

2009-04-14T21:57:00.002+08:00

I tot that maybe there is some1 to lent mi a ear.. jus to listen to mi... to release my stress.. but I am wrong... I am jus making a fool of myself thinking abt this... well.. jus 4get it... i should guess what will be the result...

I am loaded with so much stress that I cannot bear it anymore!!!

Only 1 in this world understand me fully.. and I thx You... always here for me and be by my side... :)

new.... u.p.d.a.t.e... :P

2009-04-13T01:09:00.004+08:00

Yes... I haven been blogging since mid Mar.. wahahha... really busy ok... I hven rest for weeks... even Good fri... hmm.. which i wannna de.. :P nvm... tt day is not bad la.. quite fun also... hehee...

skip the old past memories... get a brand new 1... wahhahahha... y go think abt the past rite.. unless it is a need to remember... like.. the 'bang' on my car?? hehee.. nice story but dun really matter now.. hehehee... and... work? the sam things la... wahhaa... training also same... everything same... lol..

anyway.. here start... :) actually what am I busying with? :) A performance for all CC.. combine 1 for them... trying hard to make it work anyway... altot always fail it.. But God tell mi not to gif up.. :) I muz endure... music already out, moves almost complete, attendance not yet film... and the most important part... a combine rehearsal for them.. wahahha.. on 25 Apr.. any1 interested to go and gif come comment? I am ok with it... wahahha...wahahhaha... busy on study is another ting.. going to start exam liao.. so I muz work harder lor... jia you! jia you! jia you!!!

I have a tot of wanna know some1.. (I seen her before but dunno her.. she dunno mi also.. ) :P and then... I dnno how to.. sad case.. wahhaha...

went to watch the inter-sch (secondary) last wk since I am doing night shift... so... not bad le... a mini gathering.. wahhahaha... too bad.. dun go early.. so I miss a few events.. haiz.. dun watch 1 of my fren's qiang also.. sry.. :)

ok la.. I will try to update it as often as possible.. :P

time for bed.. tata...

1 assignmant down a lot to come.. waha..

2009-03-15T13:42:00.002+08:00

Jus finish my Personal financial assignment on the fri.. but then.. I think there is more on their way.. exam will be coming soon... and I got to force myself to start studying... haiz.... this ain't tt good after all... hmm... I got this feeling that there will be a large changing at somewhere.. :) some place where I dun wanna name la... lalala~~~

Have a farewell lunch at East Coast tong le seafood resturant.. the food there is not bad.. hmm.. can consider going there again.. if time allow mi to.. hahaha...

Yday is a fully packed day... dun even rest for a bit... hmm... morning go Rivervale to teach, then off the east coast, after that will be my cell group... hehee... we going to have a bigger cell group.. cos mergging another group.. tt's so good.. hahaa.. also.. Pastor Danny also going to teach foundation 1 & 2 in the cell.. I wanna go~~~... ok.. after cell group.. off to YTCC... make mi so angry yday.. haiz... then to jurong spring cc... ah.. well.. say result as YTCC...

anyway.. dun tok abt unhappy things la... planning for the exam studying also... hope I can make it this time.. :)

Pastor Danny wanna mi to go to batam with the other adult member.. which is on the 1st May.. haiz... I going to have the routine exam for instructor on the 3rd May... also I wannna take a course in COOS on 3rd May.. 1st paper will be on 4th May 2nd paper will be 5th May.. pack rite... wahhahahhahahhaha... jia you for me.. :)

Nvr will I imagine I will be so cheerful... when I going throught the hard time few yrs ago... hehee... I am alrite... better than ever... jus that not enough time for my things tt's all... :P

ok.. tt's it for today... wahahha...

Dun lyk financial planning.. ahh~~~~

2009-03-10T14:20:00.003+08:00

Gosh... I hate financial planning... it is so difficuit lor... how am i going to finish it by fri noon.... haiz.. there is some many don't understand in it.. wahhahaa.... hmm.. got to try my best in it.. :) hee...

O well... too stress.. so. come in to write sth out.. maybe i can have more idea after the write out... :) hehe.. anyway... today so many pple bday... this mth also... wahhahaa... wish them happy always..

time for a nap b4 going work and before cont my assignment.. 1 hr should be enough for my nap.. :) tata~~~

Boom~~

2009-03-09T09:39:00.002+08:00

Boom.... update again... few word to descript me............ busy.............tired...........lazy...........STRESS!!!...

lol... busy with a lot of stuff lately... the performance for my cc.. still in progress but there is something out liao.. so i think it can be complete by this mth.. busy with my work... too much work to do.. somemore I still need to study.. told myself then I wanna work hard and pass my Uni degree... :) so... STUDY STUDY STUDY as much as I can.. :P

tired of a lot of things... mentally and physicially.. :( too much work to do also and that I wanna finish all but not enough time cos I onli got 24 hrs to do haiz...... then some other thing bothering me too.. some is damit sian 1.. so dun wanna go into full detail... somemore.. I HATE LAST MIN THING!!!... wahahhahahha...

lazy to come in to update blog.. not that I dun wanna to.. sometime I really wanna tell abt what happen but then.. haiz.. since I got so many thing s to worriies abt.. I can hardly got time for this.. anyway... will try to update more often..

I do need some hearing ears.. :( I am too stress on things but I cannot even find some1 to hear my throught... which is so bad... haiz... I can jus find any1 to say.. cos I feel insurcure... I have to find some pple who I can really trust in.. :)

so.. stress... up... by... many... things... and... who... can... lent... mi... a.... ear????

I am so happy that I can be here... to think thattml may not come.. I got so many thing to do.. I wanna do it but not enough time.. but then.. so wat.. :) I jus conc on wat I have now.. and things will get better... hehe... someore... I really study.. which also shock mi... armm.. I dun wanna myself to think that it is too late to study... I wanna work hard.. :P

I super angry this few days with the driver in singapore... cant they jus think of others' safety and their safety?? they r jus so rage... wat are they thinking? I saw a BMW in Little India yday.. keep pressing horn and move in the 1st lane where there are a lot of pple working.. Think he drive BMW he big izit... somemore.. the same car..*i think cos same brand n colour and model* go high beam mi cos I dun move fast... WTH.. can he c that in front of me thee are a lot of car.. then he move pass me and drive like is his father road... TMD.. make mi so fed-up... haiz...

I dunno is there any1 who in relationship and having problem but then I like this verse.. so post it again.. ahha.. but in diff language.. :) and I hope that couples ard will feel and understand wat is in it... and in future when I have my belove I will do the same.. and here go...

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

4 爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈；爱是不嫉妒；爱是不自夸，不张狂， 5 不做害羞的事，不求自己的益处，不轻易发怒，不计算人的恶， 6 不喜欢不义，只喜欢真理； 7 凡事包容，凡事相信，凡事盼望，凡事忍耐。 8 爱是永不止息。先知讲道之能终必归於无有；说方言之能终必停止；知识也终必归於无有。

Happy Valentine's Day

2009-02-14T23:19:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. I know that I dun have much time for the blog.. but I will try my best to update it.. :)
Today is Valentine's Day.. And I wanna wish all pple a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! it is not totally abt bgr.. valentine's day can also celebrate with frens.. :)

hmm.. ayway.. I am still the same as last year... a lonely Valentine's Day.. went to kuen for training since today class is cancelled... :) I think I tui bu le.. dun have the stamina to complete the whole set.. haiz.. got to train.. :)

Hmm... yday is Wenbiao's bday.. we went to Party World.. sing and drrink lor.. but lucky I dun have much.. cos today I still got class to teach in the morning.. hmm.. chang jiang dun even slp lor.. lol... and Zhipeng and Wenbiao Drunk.. 1st time Wenbiso drunk.. most of the time is he make pple drunk 1.. lol... ok la.. quite fun lor..

Hmm.. today Valentine's day also nth to do la.. haiz... anyway.. it passed 5 day without going into the sin.. which is good.. Keep it up.. :) I tell Lord that if I cannt get rid of the sin.. I wun going to get te some1 special.. :) cos I dun wanna let this sin affect my lifee.. :)

ok la... Cont my lonely Valentine's liao... :)

O ya.. got the letter from wuzong liao.. for the instructor class... hmm.. I jus hope I can pass this time... if not I dunno whether I still wanna cont onot liao.. :) pray to God ba.. :)

God's supernatural miracle...

2009-02-09T03:34:00.002+08:00

I got to put this down no matter wat.. anway now at 3:30 in the morning liao.. jus came home... :) hmm.. thing that I am going to put down, some pple may not believe it.. but the whole hall of pple saw this wondeful miracle being performed.. :)

It happen on today service.. during the end of servicing, the pastor from U.S, Pastor Chad & Julia Dedmon have a healing performed to a lot of pple... and to deef also... there is some pple who lost their hearing for some reason.. and when He pray for a ger whoo lost her hearing, with the whole lot of us praying for her also.. and then miracle happen... the ger slowly recover her hearing.. isn't that wonderful.. see how powerful is God.. who can heal pple... and I saw it with my own eyes... :) praise God.. :)

2nd miracle is more to myself... I had some quarrel with Yvonne last nite.. due to some reason where I dun wanna say.. a miscomm la... and I feel so sad.. I went to Pray and tell all my thing to Lord.. not like praying but it is like having a tok with Him.. and after tt I feel more relex.. sttress go off from me... *I am having a lot of stress this few weeks...* and today Lord show me a lot of things... and I fee that He is telling me that no matter what happen in this world.. He will always with me.. and I can jus go and look for Him.. especially when I am in stress...

How wonderful is the Lord.. :) that He be with us no matter what we go throught.. and He go throught it with us.. when we soar, He soar with us. and when we are happy, He too is happy... When we need help, He is always there for us.. :)

Thanks God.. and I really Love You... :)

Happy new year!

2009-02-02T09:06:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!

(Especially those who I care a lot!)

Haven been updating my blog for sometimes.. hmm.. Have been very busy.. haiz... wonder when will I have a nice cosy breakaway... I need 1... break without any work and jus rest for the whole day... :)

Anyway I realise that finally I had really put tings down.. and it really feel good... Things that I had hold on to for a long time.. and I learnt to put it down... hmm.. slow learner I am.. ahaha... tt's why I learn to put things down much later than others, but it no matter about the time.. :)

This year new year is like so-so lidat.. not that excited... somemore... onli 2 days... :( 3rd day got to work liao... haiz... hope that nextyr 1 will be better.. hahaa... ang bao also getting less.. hmmm.... eco no good la.. lolz.... but onli thin that is fun should be the majong.. haha.. altot I lost.. heee... and the food.... I ate whole day in chu yi.. wahahhahahahhhaha...

I still got a lot of things to learn.. and I wanna learn it... Praise God that a lotof things happen around me and I hope that after this things, pple will realise that wat they lack of.. and including me.. :)

Lord show me that no matter what I am facing.. what situation I am in, and if I hold on to it... endure it... and dun Give up.. I can be able to make it.. and I am doing it rite now... I jus wanna to renew my mind for the better and not going back to the old mee.. :)

Jesus, I will never give up. :)

Blessed by God

2009-01-18T23:48:00.002+08:00

wahhahaha... I am blessed by God... previously I say abt the Audit rite.. guess wat.. the Auditor dun come... so.. no need to do it.. so good.. c the work of God.. :) wahahhaa... happy with it..

Today minister tok abt Father God.. and I learn sth.. altot it is not really related to the topic of today.. but somehow it do link to mi 1 way o another... it is abt releasing the person that u care for... tt is wat I feel God wanna tell me.. to put down.. to put it down.. and not to hold onli to anymore... making me more stress than qi pan. :) and I should learn for it.. o ya.. I got my baptism cert liao.. happy.. hehee...

today training not bad.. actually I got some improvement on qiang.. but I dun think is enough... slowly ba.. but will prepare for the cop if i can take part.. wahhaa... anwyay.. today do dui lian.. weiheng 1st day do.. so will slow.. then i jus said... we do a real 1.. he kana hit then he will remember.. and the I accidently hit his head.. hehhee.. sry... no gu yi 1... he block liao but wronf area so kana hit.. anyway the dui lian should be ok ba...
:)

study wise.. got some prob... all date crash with my coaching again.. haiz.. i worry abt the lab la.. leature still not so bad.. but lab I wanna go.. maybe write a e mail and ask whether I can go early onot.. so i can do the lab also.. :)

Trust in God.. and Faith in Him.. and I am happy abt it..

Put trust in me can?

2009-01-13T22:44:00.003+08:00

JUs happen to blog sth b4 I go for some stuidy and bed... :) not very happy la... cos of the work... :) working place cannot tell but I can say that my IC SUX!!!! y I use that work.. U every see IC not doing work and men work?? somemore is on Audit tml lor... wth.... I am not counted workig there liao ok... y am i clearing ur things that U had done wrong?? and when we are OT helping u clear the thing where are u???? go home... haiz.. U see la.. tt's Y I dun really like the working place.. no teamwork there... not like the other place.. altot they may not be as frenly but they work... understand? W...O...R...K... ok!!!

haiz... enough of that.... I jus feel then pple ard me dun seen to believe and trust me... am any1 of u jus tell me y?? even when wat I did is correct or the info is correct.. Y jus cant believe in me.. I jus cannot understand.. :( nvr.. at least God believe in me.. :) and thx You...

today training... hmm... Di jiao lian ask us to do 360... without matt.. and I dunno y.. I jus 软掉lo... :( I am wonder is it cos that I recall how I dislocate my knee or that I am scare of doing that... then totally no strength.. :( SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz... I wanna try again next time.. I muz do it... and I pray that my left Knee will be able to support me.. :)

ok.. tt's it for now.. going bath and study liao... got to work hard!!

Tok to God abt alot of things jus now.. and I believe in You.. I have Faith in You.. :) Thx You for being by my side.. :)

am I missing her?

2009-01-11T22:10:00.003+08:00

BOOM!!

Back for some update... heee... toopid shoutbox spoilt again.. haiz.. think I will change to another 1.. :) recently really busy at work.. being recall back to Lab to prepare for the audit which is on the coming Wednesday... actually nth much for me to do also la.. :P so i jus lobo there a little... like having holiday lidat.. taking a break from MOF... hahahhaa.. But I still mss FCF la.. :P cos got pple to accompany me chat and also not that busy.. hehee...

had being going for training on tues and wed... hehee.. learn a lot of things... today also.. not bad le.. at least I know that zhuan ti is not that diff.... hahahhaa... I jus got to get it firm then make sure I can land can liao... maybe b4 this yr I will be able to do it... hahahha... today at least I hit my 1 target... which is 720 turn... and going to add it onto my yuan di bai lian.. wahahhahha... hmm... WB say that my foot step is getting faster... *happy* hahhaha.. this I got to thanks Di Jiao Lian, Zhipeng and the xiao jiao lian(s) in China... If not for them then I wun get to know where is my weak pt and start training on it... even start training.. cos of them.. I get to know the rite method to train on it... hehee...

I am starting on my study.. this is my last chance.. and I wanna make 1 last try... and I know that God will be with me.. :) muz jia you o... Hansong.. :)

I wann leave in the house of God.. :) and that is the 1 thing I wanna.. :) I thank God that He is always by my side... :)

hmm.... *jus a feeling de qing shu* :P I wanna open up the God and to make sure that Wat I did now is rite... am I still thinking of her.. cos her name and her face will come into my mind... I know that somehow in my heart I still like her... but I dun dare to make a move... as long as I know that she is happy with her life.. I am satisfied... maybe in future.. when I got the courage to do it.. I will do my best to tell her... and I ask that LORD will Bless her... :)

wonderful day in training.. :P

2009-01-06T23:21:00.003+08:00

O gosh O gosh.. guess wat I saw jus now.. a van in fire on the exit to Thomson.. and the fire was as high as a tree lor... the toopid pple keep slowing dwn to watch and take a look.. then causing the traffie to be super heavy... y wanna be so KPO????? why.. unless u wanna help if not dun look la... haiz... I got the intention to call the police and fireman.. but then I saw pple there already.. reporter.. toopid somrmore... haiz .. so I guess some1 already called them.. when i when pass the old police accadamy I saw Tp coming out.. that mean police is informed... O ya.. 1 more thing... if pple reading this are drivers... pls la.. when u jam the road how can the fireman come to put out fire... use ur head and think la... haiz...

today training.. onli 6 pple.. but we did have a lot of fun.. Di jiao lian teaching us some zi xuan qiang's move.. and all was learning very hard. :) happy... he say that qiang pple got improve.. hmm.. but I haven reach the standard that I wanna.. so I muz work harder.. hehhee... jia you.. :)
thinking tml wanan go training onot. :P

working wise.. tml I going back to my 1st working place to help out.. :) nth much except that I am red now.. my arms and face.. cos I had been under the sun for very long... siting on a/c.. wahahhahahhaa.. fun lor.. doing towing.. hmm... maybe cos this is my 1st time.. but I like the feeling.. :)

Have been reading bible recently and found sth which i think is weird and nice.. wanna find some1 to help explain to me.. :)

that is for today.. :P

new qiang... haha...

2009-01-04T22:55:00.002+08:00

tml starting work again.. haiz... hmmmm.. audit somemore.. :P anyway.. I jus came here to blog sth onli... which is... I got a new qiang... wahhaahahahahha I am so happy... hmm.. altot this 1 not the perfect 1.. but Di jiao lian teach me how to make qiang.. :) learn quite a lot.. of how to connect the head with the body... hee.. and how to make a qiang nicer... :) he still say that my qiang too soft liao.. hahaha... hmm other say it is a bit heavy.. but when I take it i jus feel it is jus rite.. wahahhaha...

hmm... today go church.. lern abt spirit.. :) abt soul.. and how we strenghten our spirit.. and i like it.. especially abt those testi.. I love it and it really fire me up.. and always remind me then God is always by my side.. :)

training wise.. we are preparing for sth nice.. hehee.. when the time is rite.. maybe i will post here.. cos thing haven really commfirm yet.. :) and I enjoying the training today.. mainly cos my leg an't then pain anymore.. at least I learn how to prevent it and to slowly heal my back.. I also will train at home de.. :)

sch starting soon.. I wanna work hard HARD HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thx God for alway by my side.. :)

Last day of 2008~~ times flies

2008-12-31T16:20:00.007+08:00

Time for some update on the last day of 2008.. hmm... recently really lazy to upday the blog... maybe cos that I am busy and also.. tired to do it... neverless.. it is the last day of 2008 and I had came back to Singapore from China for over a wk....

tok abt thing in beijing 1st.. hmm... Beijing counted a wonderful trip.. went to shi cha hai sport school o train.. somemore... It is the parent school of my present coach, Di jiao lian. and I had leant quite a number of thing there.. mainly doing my jian.. and the 1 coaching us is liu qing hua, liu jiao lian.. hmm.. for pple who is in wushu for sometimes will know abt her.. haha... it is my rong xing to train under her.. :) also get to know other coach.. and 1 of them is zhu jiao lian.. she has a motherly loo and she really take good care of us.. trainin under the coaches is a wonderful thing... I dunno how much I had improved but then for sure.. I did improve.. and also... hmm... I had the chance to meet zhao qing jian and wu di.. haha.. got to take photo with them also.. :) that is when I return from xi'an to beijing... I had also travel ard Beijing.. and due to not enough time.. I dun have the chance to visit all the place of interest in Beijing.. :( hope that next year I will have the chance to go there again... o.. I came to know fren in Beijing also.. he is call zheng yi peng.. haha.. 1 of the trainee in zhuan ye dui.. haha.. he is a nice guy.. :) here are some photo taken with the coaches and students:

Things we do when we are trap in the hotel cos of the strong wind at nite.. wahhaa...

In the end of this photo taking session... we become the tourism attraction.. pple gather ard us taking pic of us.. wahahhaa.. and it is fun..

1st pic we taken in airport on the arrival of Beijing with Di jao lian, 2nd is in Beijing before we went to chang cheng...

Having Photograph session with the group of trainee that train with us and yi peng is the 1 standing next to Weiheng. Then with Zhu jiao lian, aso Liu jiao liao... last 2 photo is taken when we return to Beijing from Xi'an and it is a photo with Zhao qing jian and lu jao liao, who also the trainer of the male team. lat pic is with Wu Di.. haha...

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Xi'an is our next stop.. hmmm... Following xue lian dui and wen shu pple.. :) but we arrived early 1 day.. to shop.. haha.. anyway Xi'an dun have much thing to shop, not like Beijing.. The training there is fun.. we got to learn new routiine and then those who teaches us are all very frenly.. eventually Xi'an wushu team is quite frenly de... and there is a lot of story there.. hahaha.. which dun wanna tok abt la... hmm... take a lot of ppic there also.. and then there is this ger who teach the quan 1.. she is 12 yrs old and she very cute lor.. haha... got her pic... the 1 te teach me qiang also not bad.. I learnt a lot of basic of qiang from him.. hmm.. not that I dun learn in Singappore la but then cos I every wk onli 1 o the most 2 training not like wei heng they all got so much time for trainin.. *I wanna train more!!!* so the knowledge of qiang is not as deep as them.. :) I likle xi'an also cos of th pple there.. and I did make a lot of fren there also... ahaha... and now.. Photo time.. :p

1st is the photo with Chu jiao lian which we taken on the last day of Xi'an trip.. she bring us to havesome food.. local food and they are all so delicious.. yummy...

few photo with the trainees there c that little ger? she is the 1 that I say is cute.. hahha.. :)

below there is a photo of me, Sijin and the Trainee who teach us qiang.. :) he is a nice guy.. ehee.. altot sometime i think we really make him mad.. ;p

some photo of Kuen group when we go out having fun.. haha...

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ok.. end of the China trip this.. hmm... this yr isn't quite a bad year for me... hmm.. Igot to convert to christian.. and then I learn a lot of things there especially abt life.. I had been thinking a lot... and sometime find it really hard to think... I failed my exam for numbers of times.. and I thing there is always a reason behind it.. next yr is my last chance.. and I really dun wanna fail again.. I wanna complete my Degree... :)

I went to another platform to work.. and till now still satisfy with it.. :)

I wanna movve on of my life.. and I jus keep thinking of her.. without any reason.. and sometime I will wonder Y I still thoink of her.. hmm... jus let my life go on.. :)

I like wushu and that.. I dun need to mention cos pple out there can c.. and I wanna do my best on it.. and I wanna improve on it also..

I come to know God and I wanna go on..

hmm... thing abt next yr? ya.. there is..

1st.. Cont. to be with God..

then... I wanna get good result.. to strike my best on my study and not make my last chance a gone case...

do my very best in wushu... and get an instructor cert... wanna take part in the comp on 2009 and training up now... :)

work well and do my job..

maybe.. if possible.. tell her that I like her.. hmm... pray hard...

Have a wonderful 2009 and also... I wanna all the pple who I know to have a wonderful 2009... :) pple who I know o I dunno.. but have linked to me and tok to me b4.. :)

I wish and wanna a happy 2009 for me, my families, my friends and all pple in the world.. :)

For I know the plans I have for you,"declares the LORD," Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plan to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11

Updating soon

2008-12-29T16:15:00.001+08:00

Behold.. Updating soon.. :p

NOw in Xi'an

2008-12-10T21:27:00.002+08:00

heee.. after beijing trip now is xi'an trip liao.. I know I dun fully fill in wat happen in Beijing.. hmm... Maybe when I went back ba.. cos the internet access here is so lan lor.. speed also lan... haiz..

Anyway.. I am in xi' an now.. now this place.. hmm.. cannot compare with Beijing lor... We all think that Beijing is much more better... hmm.. anyway... today is the 3rd day in Xi'an liao... everything seen ok... training today is the 1st day.. and I already finish 1 qiang routine liao.. wahhaha... fast rite... hehhe... ok ba.. but haven sharpen it yet.. maybe I am going to add some of my move in.. hmm.. ;p...

hmm.. anyway today Training I think my old injuries come back.. in beijing it dun totally come back.. then I can still kick.. but today.. totally cannot kick lor.. haiz.. so sad... jus hope tml will be better.... :) anyway is not the dislocation of the knee.. is my butt... the right side of it.. pain till cannot kick.. but I dun wanna miss the lesson... hmm.. so.. maybe go see doc when I go back Sg ba.. :p

O ya... had a weird dream on the 1st day in Xi'an.. and this creature.. which I dunno wat is it la.. it look like a snake but then got legs.. not si jiao se... cos the skin got color 1... and it move very fast.. keep runniong ard me and climp onto me... lucky... I can out my Lord's name.. and it jus disappear... then another dream came in... where all of us become ghost.. haiz... I dunno y also...

I know that I believe in You and I trust You.. :) and You will come and save me...

Dun post pic.. cos very lazy and tired.. maybe tonite will slp early...

O ya.. 1 more thing... Beijing snow today.. and super sad.. cos I am not there.. I am in Xi'an... :(

3 day training past

2008-12-03T19:14:00.002+08:00

3rd day of the training.. hehee... i can say that it is super tiring.. but come to think of it.. somehow I can getting used to it liao.. hehee... hmm... training is tough here... 1st day of the training I dislocated my leg again.. old injuries... I think cos we strench the heng cha that cause it ba... but after some rest.. I wear my knee guard... (Lucky I bring it with me..) then I continue with the training.. jumping.. haha... anwyay.. due to the left leg.. most of the jump I use the right leg to land.. then teng kong wai bai I use right leg to land.. the coach ask me whether I am doing tai ji onot.. wahhahaha.. that I ask sijin.. she say my landing look like taiji 1.. lol.. I think tt's y lor.. :P

hmm... afternoon training.. the floor super hard.. we roll on the thin carpet... my bone like wanna 散liao lor.. :P.. but got to learn something everyday.. :) i wanna write it down.. hahaha..

2nd and 3rd day training... hehee.... excited.. cos is some1 that I admired.. liu qing hua.. wahhaha.. she is our coach for the 2 days... hmm.. she is friendly lor... and di jiao lian ask us to try to learn from her the sword... which good lor.. lol.. but 2nd day onward.. most of us is like whole body aching lor.. so.. our kicking is like... 5Kg weight tight onto our leg lidat. hahhahha...

but somehow I do like the training.. cos I learnt a lot of things le... jus that I need to cont on listening... tml we are going to 长城... hehee.. I wanna climb to the top then get a cert.. wahahhahahahhaa... ya... I am going to do it... I cannot give up.. wahhahaa...

Believe in God... and I believe...

2nd Day here...

2008-11-30T21:35:00.005+08:00

Yes~~~ Beijing now... hahaa.. hmm..and the hotel got internet access.. which mean.. I can almost blog everyday.. except when I am too tired to blog.. ;p..

1st day we arrive at ard 3 in the afternoon.. Kaiting and Di jiao lian came to fetch us the the place we will be staying - 北京什刹海国际公寓. nice place.. maybe I will take come pic tml and post in.. hehee.. we have out dinner in the international plaza.. not bad le.. hehee.. and went to cannot make it street to have a walk... hahaha.. cos it is call 步行街... '不行街' :P hahaa....

Today morning wake up late.. the weather too nice to slp liao.. wahaha... so slp more.. lol... went to the nearby Garden.. ermm.. call............. 4get liao.. but anway.. take sopme pic.. post some in...

haha.. China bin.. nice rite.. helping to save the green world

old uncle using the lake water to write.. nice.. :)

went to another place too.. hehee.. ying he yuan.. garden for the late emperor.. jus go for some walk so dun have much pic.. :)

bai jia shi.. hehe... I take this not saying that I bai jia.. but I think it is some lesson to be learn.. especially pple nowaday.. who spend money and dunno how hard it take to earn.. :)

headless sijin... wahahhahaa...

group photo.. ans shuai shuai me (puke)

haha...

I Thank God for the day I am here to learn more thing even I am not in sg.. :) and I pray to God cos tml I will be taking my exam result.. hmm.. scare.. :)

Preserve me, O God: for in thee do I put my trust. Psa 16:1

Off to china...

2008-11-29T04:29:00.001+08:00

Off to airport now.. to China beijing.. hmm... Pray to God for a smooth trip.. :) bye bye everyone.. cya in 3 weeks time.. :)

5 more days.. counting down...

2008-11-23T23:08:00.002+08:00

5 more day to the China trip.. hmm.. got to start packing my luggagess... haha... this yr i planning to take lesser thing there.. cos last yr I bring too much then till no place to put my present that I brought for pple... so... this yr... I smart liao.. hehe....

Hmm.. there is addition thing to bring for this yr.. mi lappy.. cos my result coming out in the 1st of dec.. Pray that I will pass... as I said.. I am going to force myself to study starting from next yr.. a promise I make fir myself and I also tell God abt it... :) O ya... and my beloved Bible... wahha.. even I go oversea... studying of bible is a must also. got to read everyday.. :) I know sometime I dun really have time to do it.. but I will sure find time to read it...

Currently I am reading Exodus and Proverbs... my cousin ask me to read Isaiah.. later go and read a bit then go slp...

hmm... de jiao lian is in China now.. so today trainin not that xiong la.. also not much thing.. we bruching up on long weapon.. :) mine will be qiang le... hee... sth to say bout it.. but not to offence other.. is abt mi.. :P I think I train too little le.. the others are training ard 4 per wk but I am doing 1 and max 2 per wk.. hmm... hard to gan shang they all.. but tt dun mean I will be more cha than them... I jus need to train smart ba.. :P

Being thinking of the thing that I wanna do... I know that I may feel foolish abt doing it... hmm... but then... we onli live 1 time in this world... after that we will be going back to God's kindom.. so... I jus wanna do it.. and not to gif up... then pray and hope that 1 day.. there will be miracle from God.. :)

today service is good lor.. a Pastor from Pakistan came to our church and tok abt his testimonies... hmm.. ad it is so interesting... from it.. we learn how God help pple and bring pple back to His side.. :) Praise God.. :) and 1 thing for sure abt it.. He do change me a lot... Ans I love the change... and I love God.. love Jesus Christ.. :)

I will pray everyday and every now and then.. and Pray that God will help me in this decision which I made not long ago.. :) I know that maybe to pple, my change may not be notice by them.. but I trust that it is notice by God.. as He always is with me.. and I love God, Jesus, Holy Spirit...

If God is for us, who can be against us? Roman 8:31

***I am alzy to post pic... will do it asap..

Updated.. finally

2008-11-21T00:31:00.002+08:00

Boom!!

I am back... so long dun blog le.. any1 miss me?? hahaha... erm...
This few weeks very busy... with the thing on the China trip.. settling things like windbreaker... Kuen finally have our own 1st batch windbreaker.. wahhahhaa... and all student going China will have 1 of it liao.. which is good.. Waite for 1 whole year and fially..

Hmm.. working from FCF to MOF.. but jus temp de ba.. cos I will be going back there.... wahhahaa... hmm... so.. I am busying doing my training.. and hope that by end of Dec my training will end ba... things are getting better ba I would to say...

also cleaning and clearing my room... my pc... getting all those thing that not suppose to be in away... in my room.. same go for the pc... throw and donated lotsa thing but no time to go to savation army... maybe tml will be going ba.. in com.. I del away a lot of things... those useless de... no use de.. not suppose to be in de... all gone.. wahhahahahhaa... wat leave? hmm... my anime webby.. all notes and music... wahhahaha...

things happy ard me... too many liao... so.. I jus cut short...

1st mtm wushu from philippin... the are good.. haha... super.. they train 6 day per wk.. and sun is their sabath.. :) they are all children of God.. meanin... my bro and sis also.. haha... frenly pple also...

2nd.. family day.. going to Zoo.. fun.. watch alot of show... love those animals but sad cannot c white tiger.. cos... 1day b4 the family day.. tragic happen.. :( dun tok abt tt liao.. :P

spent a lot thisyear.. so.. I wanna save from next yr...

hmmm.... I wanna do 1 thing.. and pray that Father God will help me.. :)

All night prayer... fun...

2008-10-27T19:26:00.010+08:00

Having a lot of fun in the All Nigh Prayer yday night.. wahhahhaa... I dunno it will be so fun n wonderful.... went toere to sing and sing and sing.. hehee... then is like.. wow... so many nice song.. lol... hmm... somemore hor... is like u can c pple jumping and dancing lor.. lol... We pray for the eco for SG and the Financial which is going down :) also for U.S President election... to get a worthy President to lead U.S... heee... hmm... what more... They say this time round will be special.. Those who drive will drive round the CBD area to pray for it.. and there is 2 route... hmm.. we went for the route A ... I am the driver and my group is from my cell de.. Jason, Thomas ans pastor Danny... hehee.. having a lot of fun there.. lol... we took off ard 2am... driving and chat and sing.. in my car.. then hor.. at the treasury.. when we wanna go off car to pray.. the sercurity came out... I think he was shock la... suddenly see so many car stoping by the building.. wahhahaha.. and He wanna call the police lor.. so we like.. o no~~~~ wahahhhaa... We then decided to drive slowly pass all the Gov buliding(Treasury, Paliment House, Suprem court) to pray for it.. since the securities will call police.. scared... hehe... then We continues our trips... to diff Bank building is the area... hmmm... thik should b all the well known Bank in SG ba... to pray for them... heee.. and then... guess wat... We went to have oout breakfast.. wahhahahhaa... hmm... which is by then ard 3:40++ in the morning... having the frog leg porriage at 1 of the shop in Chinatown.. hee.. then head back to the Church.. :) then have some more prayer for those pple who suffeed from this financial downstream... and songs... more songs... wahhaa... O ya... those who dun have car... *those teens in my church* they dun go with us.. so they prayed in the chruch for those building we are going to.. wahhaha... think they also fun la... hahhaa...

went back home ard 6+ to get some slp.. then I head to bring Jiawen, Jiaxiang and my sis.. we wen to Jurog Bird Park.. bring the 2 kids for some educatioinal trip.. wahha.. so tiring lor... and take photo.. hhee.. Jiaxiang always dun look at the camera side so very diff to take teir pic de.. hehe... here go some of the pic:

I suddenly though of her... dun have any reason.. jus missing her much.. who is she? hmm... onli I will know it... and I willing to hope for it... :)

Father lord I thank You... and I love You.. Love Jesus...

Lost and FOund...

2008-10-26T00:42:00.002+08:00

Gosh... after 7 hr of my missing of my iphone... I got to get it back.. wahahha.. and I am so happy abt it... hmm.. I pray to God to have an angel to bring back my Iphone and it really did.. God bless... And then at ard 1130pm.. the ppolice called from YTCC.. saying that my phone is found and I say: "Really.. ok.. can I collect now... " "I will be there in a short while" and boom.. rush there to take it.. hmm... the imi number given by singtel is wrong de... but lucky.. I know the password of my phone and my pic in at the front page.. wahhaha... *I put in as my wall paper.. neverless.. they still got to check the number.. and take I got to say out my number.. :) and wala... I got it back... hmm.. I got to thank the God, my Lord and the angel that bring it back to mi... imagine that this phone is lost fotr 7 hr.. and last seen is in the toilet.. and now it is founf and back to the rightful owner.. which is mi.. wahhaha... and Iphone is so popular and then still Angel bring it back to mi... wahhaa... Praise the God... I dunno how to but I feel so happy and I wanna thx God.. keep thanking him.. :)

time to slp.. will have a verygood night slp.. wahhaa...

I lost my iphone 3G :'(

2008-10-25T23:00:00.002+08:00

SAd case today... I lost my iphone 3G.. which I got ard 3 mth ago.. and I am so terrible sad abt it.. it is a nice phone and is so good to use.. and all my bible is in it.. my game.. my stuff... the mostimportant is.. my contact.. :'( how am I going to get all that back.. I onli can pray to God that He will help me to get it back.. :)

Dun have much mood to update... SAD!!!

The eternal God is your refuge and underneath are the everlasting arms. And He shall throw the enemy out from before you and shall say Destory! Deut 33:27

I wish she will know~~

2008-10-24T14:07:00.002+08:00

I had almost finish my room.... onli short of a study table.. which maybe I can get is by this sun ba.. hmm... and thing is like.. wow.. my room look so bright after the painting,, and so much bigger then the pass... whihc I like it a lot.. and hope that I wun spoilt it again... haha...

and know wat... God is sure a wonderful God... I said that mybed frame being destory mby me... and what moreI really got a new bed FOC.. wahhaa.. my cousin's house have an extra bed then can gif mi... Praise the God.. and now I got a new Bed to slp on... jus that it will onli be delivered next wk.. haha...

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Hmm.. I am wondering.. How can I let her know that I had change.. haiz... How I wish I she will know that I had change.. :) and I will Pray for it..

ok.. time to go work.. working night shift this wk.. and for te whole wk I am doing my bedroom.. hahhaa...

Thx God for all the things that You had done for me. :)

Happy Birthday to me...

2008-10-22T00:31:00.003+08:00

Yapy.. finally... waited for 1 whole year.. now is my turn to have my Birthday day.. hahhaa... hmmm... this year bday a bit special.. no celebrating on the actual day but day b4.. wahha.. when to party world with wenbiao they all... to celebrate my bday.. drunk.. erm... maybe a little ba... wahaha.. but funny part... I dunno how i whe to queentown.. and I slp near to a bus stop till 6+ then drive home.. whahaha... dunno la... maybe too tired then drink a little alreadylidat liao.. normally I can hold more.. erm... nvm.. no important also.. lol...

got my 1st present from my buddy.. and this present got mi a 7th prize in the lucky draw from Motoshow 2008.. wahhhahaha... I dunno really know wat the prize is la.. think is film for car window o sth lidat.. hmm.. sponsered by v-Kool... :) Praise the God for the lucky draw.. cos normally i wun so lucky till get to win lucky draw 1.. wahaha...

2nd present.. hmm.. a milk chocolate bar from vanessa... hmm.... :P I am notold sotong la.. haiz.. anyway still thx.. :)

3rd present.. from Stand Char bank.. when I go draw money for the China trip.... the manager c my detail and know that I bdy.. He gif mi an umbrella.. wahhaa.. thx him.. and Praise the God for the present cos at that time.. it is raining cat and dog.. wahhahaha...

4th... hmm.. some wish that i wish for b4.. and half of it I received it.. hee... but still am happy la...

Hmmm... I decided to off the PC fro now on.. cos the eletricity bill is getting higher.. and I wanna start to work extra hard.. so that I can be able to complete my study... :P

Made wishes.. hmm..

1st: everyone will be happy...
2nd: I wanna be with God forever...
3rd.. hmmmmmm.... for mi to know ba.. this 1 secret.. wahahhaa.. oli few pple will got to know.. :)

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yesh... today is the starting of my shift work at FCF.. hmmm.. treat them dinner.. curry fish head... is so nice lor... whahaa.. somemore this place where I got my curry fish head is at Yew Tee... wahhaha..... and everyone say that it is vey good.. wahahhaa...

time to change my msn nick again.. hmm.. wonder wat I will change to to express my dreamz.. hmm... slowly think ba...

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Ok.. main thing now.. I am clearing up my room... hmm... going to redeco my room.. had already paint it to the colour I like.. blue.... wahhaa.. and now my room seen so bright now... and I got to thx David.. my buddy... he not working on my bday.. and he willing tohelp mi clearing my room.. hmm... got tons of thing to donate away.. :) and a lot more to throw.. wahhaha... I like the look of my new room.. maybe I will wanna organise a 'room' warming... wahahhaa...

Gosh~~ today when I am painting my ceiling... I eventually broke my bed... the frame of the bed.. sob sob.. now I dun have bed to slp on liao.. lolz.... maybe will try to repair it.. cos dun wanna waste money to get a new 1.. hee...

Thanks list:

Jen Jen *She have the same day as mi.. Happy 21st Birthday mei~~~
Peixuan *She too is on the same date.. Happy Birthday

Ruolin
David
Joshua
Yufeng
Benny
Yvonne
Yiyong
Ailvera
Aunti
Desmond
Regina
Kuen pple * too many to list... so use conclude 1..
huien
shufeng
cheng san

most important: the most high.. my God..

I thank all of you and ask that God will bless all of you.. :)

boom... haha...

2008-10-19T22:23:00.002+08:00

1 hr plus more to my Bday.. wahaha... hmmm... still... dun excited abt it at all... it had been for 26 yr of living in this world... hahha... I am gladful for a lot of things... maybe tml then I post some of the wish here.. but jus wanna say that... all this few mth is the most happy moment of my life till now.. and I do wish that better things will come in... :) praise rhe God.. :)

hmm... today training is not bad.. jus that di jiao lian lik rushing for time liadat... hahaha.. cos we do this super fast.. less than half hr we already finish the ji ben gong.. lol... everything work out fine in traiing la..

hmm.. I like the church so much.. :) somany thing to learn. and I got so many thing to learn also... but I got to slowly learn it.. :) i got to say that I learn a lot.. and I am really diff fom the past mi... :) and I like the life for mi now.. :)

started shift work.. and I realli lik the area I am working now.. :) so many thing to learn... muz jia you.. hahaha...

got to go out again.. hmm.. tml that I cont the blogging.. hoefully I cn have a nice entry.. hahaa..

*today rushing for thing*

I lovethe God... He is a God of Love.. :)

summise of wk again.. ahha...

2008-10-13T22:45:00.002+08:00

Back to blog again... hmm.. It seen like this few week I am getting lazy to blog.. hahaha.. erm.. which is half true la.. also cos I am too tired to blog liao... I can hardly find time again.. haiz...

hmm.. passed wk got nth much happen la.... but I jus get to install my sound system in the car.. all I leave is the speaker and the amplifier.. wahhaha... the new 1 is supe lor.. but then person helping mi install 1 said that my speaker cannot stand the brass.. so... got to wait for awhile to install the speaker.. hehe..

Sat went back to church for cell group and comfirmation service... hehee.. cell group got ittle ppe.. somemore pastor danny meet an accident.. he injuried his hand.. God bless him that he will recover asap.. :) the comfirmation service invited a bishop from out mother church *4get the name le* come n bless and pray for all of us that gone through water basptism.. :) and we are so blessed by him.. :)

nite went to celebrate Daivd's bday... hehehe... went home the next day morning.. wahhahaha.. siao 1.. anyway... sun is much more happening...

O ya....

4get to tell abt the service.. hmmm... got 1 speaker come to tok abt family affair.. toking abt father as out hero.. hmmm... i listen to it for 2 times.. sat n sun.. and I tear for 2 time.. :) cos it really made mi think back the fatherly love that i did not really receive when I am young.. :( but I know that thing started to change.. when I come to Lord... thingschange a lot in my life... and I know that there is a heavenly father who take so much carefor mi and gif mi the best.. :) I dun blame my father ok.. dun think anyhow.. he still brought mi up.. and I do respect him... altot he is not some father that can pei mi study o wat.. but he work really hard for the whole family.. and also to gif mi the money to have my study.. so I got to say this.. Thank to my father for all th things you did for me to bring me till this age... and I wanna take care of u in future.. :)

Yday.. Sun 12/10/2008 a super happening day.. my poly wushu coach.. Guo chuan got married.. how bless is the God that gif him such a wonderful wife... and I wish them a happy marriage and bai tou xie lao.. :) and it is like SPwushu's gathering lor.. so many pple that i know come.. especially my batch 1.. wahhaha... chat with them to find out a lot abt them.. hmm.. then.. i go ps lor... I saw biyi.. 1 of my batch de ger... I see her so shou lor.. then I tot is my junior... *sweat* haha... ps.. sorry abt tt le biyi.. erm.. she change a lot lor.. in the pass she is like so thin lidat.. maybe 1 strong wind then she will be gone lidat but now she become a mei nv liao.. haha.. muz be having a lot of suitors... whahhaha... but dun got the chance to tok to her cos diff table.. anyway... we have a lot of fun on that day... hopfully I can get the photo and ppost here..

tok abt photo... I long time dun post liao.. haiz..o k l a... i try to post some later this wk.. hehee...

Thx to you my God, Heavenly Father.. that I am so bless by you that I can see and feel Your love to me. and I love you so much.. :) will all my faith!!!

Whole week in 1 >> 7-in-1

2008-10-04T23:13:00.002+08:00

Back to bloging.. hmm.. a lot of thing happen.. haha.. 1 by 1 la..

Monday: nth to say.. doing Guard duty.. which i sian abt it.. :P true de lor.. they say wanna take away but dun.. and somemore... this mth I am doing 2 more.. :(

Tuesday: Off... sack at home.. doing nth.. then at night go for training.. hmmm.. ok la.. tt day training not bad.. and I always late on tues training.. whahaha... dunno y.. always traffic jam then i also go out late.. but tt day I drive kaiting and zhipeng back to office for meeting.. :P

Wednesday: Holiday!!! wahahhahaha... find day.. went out with my cousin and her husband.. *think*(I am a light bulb) wahahhahahaha.. dun care much.. we went to hilto hotel.. <<>

anyway.. by rite wanna buy paint on this day.. but then...... wahhaa.. dun buy.. o well... can still buy it again.. and God bless.. lucky I haven buy.. cos I got a voucher for discount for paint.. whahahaha...

Thursday: hmm... went work the teaching.. and tt day.. I really dunno wat goes into me.. 1st thing is i place my dear there and 4get to take.. which I jus realised today.. :( sad.. dear dear sword.. :( I almost met an accident.. hmm... dunno y.. muz be thinking of sth.. *skip this part* lala...

Friday: work then whento motorshow with David and Benny.. erm... to buy my present.. wahahhahahahahahahhaha... I muz thanks my dear buddies... sharing the present whcih usual price $509 now become $350 waahaha.. wanna know wat tt? it is a sound system for my 1st dear... haven go install so haven take pic.. once taken I post here... and Benny haven pass mi the pic for tt day also.. so I will post the photo in the next post la.. anyway.. He take a lot of pic at the Show.. but then this Motorshow like nth much.. no Evo.. :( took a few pic la.. so still ok.. then I also brought a bluetooth headset.. cheap cheap 1.. hee.. then they acc mi back to teac wushu at Tech Whye RC... erm.. after that drive Kaiting home then we went to have super... go gaylang but that no parking lot.. then go ah yi bao yu... worse.. close liao.. so in the end we went to eat bak kut tah... at the 发起人肉骨茶.. supper nice.. but got to q up.. :P after the supper.. we went to csc for 2 game of bowling.. wahhaha... I dun win but I got 3 X.. wahhahahaha in a roll.. wahahahhaa... nice game...

Saturday: today ah.. go Rivervale pri to cont the exam.. and their disciple super lag.. so dun wanna tok much... went to visit Regina's mother... Mei.. dun worry k.. I am sure God will bless u.. :) aunti.. jia you.. Ur family is waiting for you to go home.. May God bless you. went for my cell group after that.. onli 2 pple turn up.. and my pastor.. hmmm... we chat and have some prayer.. like the cell group.. hehhee... went to wushu class... rushing there cos of some accident.. :) ok la.. class ok lor.. not much to say..

For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, Plans to proper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11

JUmp Jump...

2008-09-28T01:32:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. location : chalet... with SP frens.. hahaha.. come here to stay overnight and chit chat onli.. hmmm.. should be.. anyway.. Blog... see wat thing I can blog then i Blog in lor.. :)

ok.. 1st thing.. I am going shift work soon.. meaning.. I wun be able to go for class also.. hmm.. I dunno but there is always feeling in wushu class... neverless.. this class I already took for ard 2 yr.. which is quite a long time liao.. so.. I surely wun bear to leave it.. hmm... tt's where the 烦恼come in lor.. KT say maybe she wanna close down CC.. but I really dun wanna lor.. but dunno how to tell her.. maybe she can wait till I got my PA cert then I take it over from her... :) 毕竟all this yr of teaching i do like the kids there.. :) altot some dun really like mi.. but.. dun care.. wahhahahhaa.... especially YTCC.. It is the 1st place I learnt my wushu from.. and I wanna hold on to it.. :)

Today Rivervale pri school wushu exam.. haiz.. they really lack of disipline... I wanna boost it up in the next term.. very fast.. 3 mth of teaching end today.. and next wk on... is a brand new term.. new thing to teach.. and then.. new problem also...

will be going to china this coming dec.. onli thing is.. it is supper ex.. 1.5 mth my pay.. I dunno can affort onot... maybe if cannot then i not going lor.. no choice.. is not abt the mooney cos it can early back.. but is cos.. somehow.. i also really tired of wushu.. and I do need a break.. I got to work 7 days lor... and with no resting time.. not even time for my own.. hmm... they say that I am still young.. but then.. I got to have my social live too.. cannot always teaching and no play... hmm... true la.. since I dun have gf... haha... hmm... I dunno.. sensitive issue.. so dun really wanna tok abt.. jus let it be my secert for my life.. :P

ok. la.. anyway I going to need to save liao.. cannot keep spending my money... :) and I jus pray that I will be able to do it.. cos... I always spend.. whahahhaha... :P unless any1 wanna intro mi sideline lor.. wahhaha... I dun mind as long as not long hr de.. Opps... hope no MP reading it.. whahaha..

ok la.. wanna stop here... cos.. a lot of things i 4get liao.. which previously I wanna type de... wahhahahhaa...

Call on Me in the day of trouble; and I will deliver you, and you shall glorify Me. Psalm 50:15

Water Baptism

2008-09-21T23:58:00.002+08:00

Today.. my very special day.. ahhaa... the day to be remember... so tha every year of this day 21 Sept.. will be it anniversary.. wahhaha... Today is my water Baptism day... went to COOS at 9 plus so that i can reach at 10.. hmm.. almost late.. God blessed.. the traffic is got.. and I wake up really early today aso.. *I often late for service* my cousn even gif mi morning call.. cos she also scare I late.. haha.. but today I am early.. and I think this is the 1st time I go so early to the Church.. hehee... my aunti, cousin, her husband went.. wahha... and gosh... I got some supporters le.. wahhaha.. all from my cousin's cell group... :) and May God bless them.. :) tthey are very good to mi.. always teach mi things when they c mi... gt to thx them a lot.. hehe... hmm.. too bad the pple i invite dun come.. if not muz be a better then great day.. wahhahaa...

We got a brief on the event and the procedure.. hehee.. then head tothe main hall... hmm... the ground is cold.. haha.. cos we r shoeless.. wahhaha... the Baptism is fast.. cos we got a minister to preach today... and I like his teaching a lot... hmm.. I dun notice his name.. but he is a testimony of God.. :) I heard that he suffer from cancer last yr.. but this yr.. Doc say he is fully recovered... God bless him... :)

today teaching is abt handing crisis.. :)

dunno whether I can get the pic from water baptism.. hmm.. when i got it.. I will upload it.. hehee...

hmm... let' s... think i will stop here... I am too happy de.. haha.. the onli think I am thinkin abt it the great great great day today.. wahhahahahahhahaahahhaa... I do hope that more pple can share the joy with mi... :)

God tell us to trust him and not to worry abt wat will going to happen.. :)

Seek first the kingdom of God and His rightousness; and these things shall be added to you. ~Mattew 6:33

I am back

2008-09-20T18:47:00.002+08:00

Back from idle.. wahhaha... not that I dun wanna update my blog.. jus that I got no time to do it... too much thing to do and too little time to do it.. everyday I busy till no day no night.. wahhaha... ok la.. anyway.. not really busy.. jus hooked onto a webby then keep playing with it.. then know a lot of pple from other countries.. which is fun.. cos can chat and know thing abt the other countries.. anyway I jus wanna know more pple...

anyway.. tml will be my day... My water baptism will be tml... hmm... kinda excited abt it.. hahaha... I dun really invite pple. there to witness it.. hmm.. maybe jus 1 o 2 i asked.. but they cannot make it.. so.. nvm.. anyway my aunti will be there so is my cousin.. wahhaha... hmm... I dun have much fren in christian.. other then in Aust which got some... but then.. I jus wanna thx them.. all of them.. :)

got A lot of thing to list down?? ya.. but now no time to do it.. so I do a short 1... ok.. today went to my 1st time cell group.. hee... 1st time go there very 陌生.. dunno wat to do also.. but Pastor Danny is nice.. the cell member also nice.. got 1 member think I c him b4.. he is also from RSAF.. wahaha.. maybe I meet him before ba.. wahaha.. hmm... YTCC teaching ok ba... onli I 1 trainer... hee.. so.. got to plan good to make use of all the time... :)

o ya.. today Vanessa's bday... Happy bday to u...

now at JSCC having dinner... wahhaa... so make use of the time la.. to update a little bit.. later go home c got time to update onot... hee...

today learn abt trusting God to make miracle... which is really quite true.. :)

I wanna pray for all the pple that I care for.. :) may God Bless them... :)

I love God!!!

Power Encounter

2008-09-07T15:17:00.002+08:00

Went for Power Encounter from Sat to Sun. It is a workshop done by COOS. I went there after my class at Rivervale Primary school... hehee.. and this WS is fun lor..

1st day:

Went there in the afternoon. 1st lesson is abt the inner healing.. This 1 is abt wat is inner healing and the cause and effect of inner healing which we tok a lot abt why pple need the inner healing and what cause it... there is a whole list abt it lor.. wahhaa... so I dun think I wanna list all.. but brief de.. so it is abt spiritual and emotional in the causes and the effect is like a lot.. then some of them are like.. unforgiveness, self-rejection, fear, guilt, bla bla bla... many many more la.. then lastly is how to recieve healing.. hehee... have a good time there.. erm.. ps.. I cant remember the name of the minister.. :) but she gif a lot of real life testimonies...

then the other 1 will be the Deliverance.. this 1 tok abt the evil spirit and other thing that is not with jesus and also those object and symbol.. thing that satan use to stop us from having good relationship with God... hmm... well... this 1 i dun really understand a lot.. so cannot tok much abt it lor.. so... maybe when I get to know more abt it maybe I can say more..

Dinner time.. buffet style.. wahhaa.. the food there is NiCe~~~~~~

After dinner is a personnel minister time... which is ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ Confidential.. wahhahhaha... but I can say tt it really helpful~~ and that This 1 let me experience a great things... (post it privately.. lallala...)

2nd day:
Wake up really early in the morning... but almost late.. erm... sob sob... hhehe.. but no la... not late.... heee... 1st lesson is abt our God.. our loving Father.. :) then there is a letter from Him.. which I will post up next time... cos very long.. :) then after that we study abt the baptism in the Holy Spirit.. this 1... Super nice... then I get to know a lot more thing that... I love this 1.... hmm...

after this course.. I really learnt a lot of things... and it is really good.. I really happy and gradfully for God to giving mi this good chance to know all this things.... hmm.. and also...

there is a lot more to blog but I dun really know how to express it into words.. onli know how it feel.. and hope next time I can write more abt this... so that I can share with others pre-believer...

The Lord is righteous; He cut off the cords of the wicked. Psalm 129:4

>>-------------------------> <3 <3 wahahhaha... nth better to do~~

2008-09-04T17:33:00.004+08:00

Staring at the screen doing nth.. wahhaha... jus came home.. hmm... so.. since nth to do.. I come here to write some rubbish.. wahahaha...

Yday went Gym with david.. at Jurong West there.. the gym quite big le... hmm.. then also got quite a lot of thing to play with.. haha.. My intention is to go there to train running.. cos I will be going to Marathon later this Dec... so got to at least get some training.. also.. I wanna jian fei~~~ wahha... fat liao... hmmm... so.. do must of the thng is on leg de...

hmm.. wanna write sth.. *rubbish* wahaha... I know this ger for quite sometime liao... let named it A l... hmm.. altot not really know her for very long la.. but then... was quite fond of her... hmm.. till now still lidat la... then there is a period that we dun even contact lor.. dun tok o watever.. but then I till now till fond of her.. hmm... I dunno wat should I do also... somehow I dun wanna interupt her life but the other side of mi wanna get contact with her more.. wahhaha.. tou tong la.. :P

Chat with david.. hmm.. I agree wat he say la... nowaday ger like pple bit huai de.. dunno y also.. haha.. I do admit that I not funny also.. hmm.. cos I dun really know how to communicate with pple la.. wahhaha.. so.. the onli thing I got that will be my sincerelity... and I will onli pray to God to help mi to get to contact with this ger again.. thn chat like how we did last time.. :)

ok la.. enough of the rubbish...

I think soon o later I will be doing shift work liao... erm... I dun bear to leave my classes of students~~ sob sob...

I do belive in God and gif all my faith to Him.. :) and I know that I got to be patient with things.. :) Pray sincerely and have faith in it...

Yi lao shi back

2008-09-02T17:00:00.002+08:00

hmm.... knew jus yday that yi lao shi is back to SG.. for how long we dunnno also.. He came back cos Thailand now situation is very bad.. so better then come back lor.. haha.. ten yday had dinner with himm at the crystal jude there... the food not bad la.. then after that we go eat ice cream.. came home quite late also.. wahhaa...

Today when to work... hmm.. maybe got to attach to shift liao... tif not till next year lso cannot get to QST lor... haiz... haha... hope can go into hongmao's shift.. atleast got some1 to tok cock with mi.. hehee...

hmm... I tot I got a lot of then wanna write.. but then all 4get liao.. haiz... anyway looking forward to this sat and sun power encounter.. :)

hmm.... kinda wonder... howcome sometime pple do backstab.. and tok sth out that is not true lor.. heard of quite a number of them.. and that is really bad le... dun the care abt others' feeling when they heard that... not really refer to any1.. but to some of them.. lalala... for mi to know who la... wahhaha.. anyway... I jus do a bit of fa xia.. if not i will blow up de.. wahahaha...

Looking forward for the Dec trips.. and hope I can save enough for that... hmm.. most inportan is that the class will not be stop for too long la... tt is important.. cos i dun wanna the students to deprove.. am looking forward to get some student to learn new things also.. hmm... maybe after this busy wk.. I wanna plan to maybe make those bigger 1 to learn more complicated things and routine.. heee.. erm.. tt is.. for my class la... cos they still got to follow the sylibus... hmmm...

I wanna cont to teach wushu.. wahhahaha.. cos when I c them improve.. it is fun... *take aways the angry part* :P

ok la.. tokin enough rubish le... cos dun wanna let my blog die.. and hope that 1 fine day I can open up more.. wahaha...

Whenever you stand praying, if you have anything agains anyone, forgive him, so that your Father in heaven will also forgive you your sins. Mark 11:25

End of week~

2008-08-29T15:06:00.002+08:00

end of this wk.. hahaa.. finallly.. but no break for mi tot.. cos tml got lesson also.. lalala... dun care much.. wahhaha...

Today go extract my tooth.. hehee.. then I get the tooth back.. who wanna c? wahhahahahahhahaha... I can take the pic and sent to u... :P now mouth start to pain lai.. wahaha... die.. :P:P

hmmm... wed tok to aunti.. hmm.. I do reallise that wat she say is true.. I am too good to pple.. then sometime they dun like.. but I dunno y pple dun like others to treat them nice... :( nice to pple not good meh.. Jesus say that we should Love each other mah.. :) so.. i dunno la... got to have a good tot of how to treat pple and make a good relationship with them.. 1 of my weakness. :)

I got the say this... haha.. impt.. :) I really thx God that he look after mi when I do the extraction.. :)

dun really feel like blogging much.. cos the pain lip comming lidat... hee...

*playing with mi new phone now.. :)*

when break come~~ happi.. wahaha

2008-08-28T23:22:00.002+08:00

Finally.. today the 40 Anni finished... wahhaha.. 1 sad thing is tt today raining.. all the hard work by those pple like gone to drain lidat.. but still ok la... the show have to go on... and I think they did quite well also.. wahaha... and now slowly when I dun get so busy.. it is time for mi to start my study le.. :( i dun have time to go class and study for some time.. and I wana go... My class is on mon lor.. then I got to teach wushu cos there is always sth caught up on KT then sh always cannot go down.. I got to take the class... then hor nowaday always not enough coach to teach also.. so sian 1... so many pple but coach always got thing on... :(

anyway...la... tml not going AFS to c the a/c.. alala go back to base to clear thing.. hahaha... acos today we went to base at 5.. we also dun have extra energy to finish all out thing lor.. so got to drag it to tml.. but also good la... cos go AFS need a lot of oil.. wahahaha.. *clever excuse* got to have some rest to recover from all the things.. but then really cant rest.. :P still got a lot of thing waiting for mi to clear.. hee...

Today teaching ok la... hmm.. but somehow o feel a bit extra la.. cos ji ben gong got KT and ZC.. then i like nth to do lidat.. :( haiz... then go teach maytze those move that ZC teach and she dunno 1... the new class ok lor.. maybe slowly get to let them have more fun... but some of them dun really yong xin to learn de... :) but the rest not bad le.. if no prob.. next wk will finish 3rd set.. then 4th set.. then.. wahahhahaha.... push to KT.. wahhaa... then I out of job again.. hee... 4get to bring RL's trumpdrive... cos i dun wanna get late today then ard 6:45 rush out of house liao.. I rmb de... i still tell miself to get it b4 going out.. cos it is inside my lappy bag.. :P

1 Happy thing today.. I got my iphone.. wahha.. I called bday to arrange to get early.. cos my contact end on the 6 Sept.. but I wun be free.. going power encounter class.. then I ask them if I go early can I dun pay extra $100 and they ok.. hee.. extra $100 cos my date haven reach 6 sept mah.. then have to pay.. wahaha.. now trying to learn how to make ringtone~~~ cos I wanna my song.. wahhaha... O ya.. I trying to find bible for my iphone also.. so i can access to it anyway anytime.. hehe...

still trying to fin out who sent the complaint letter... I dunno wat the person think la.. cos.. I dun c that got any coach ask student to teach... lalala.... so we r innocent de.. dun anyhow say.. wanna say come in front of mi to say.. :P:P

Spet le.. 1 more mth to my lonely bday.. hmm.. aunti ask mi wat I wanna for bday.. then I really cannot tin of anything.. :( not that I have all the thing I wanna.. but I got no ideal wat I reall wanna.. then 1 totc ome into my mind.. hmm.. I hope that something will happen.. some miracle... hmm... some special suprise la.. haha.. onl Mi and God know wat i wanna.. :) but if there i some1 know abt it.. maybe U can make it come true.. wahhahahahhaa...

ok la.. I really tired le.. wanna go slp "as early as posssible"

Have faith in God. :)

Slacking day..

2008-08-27T18:49:00.003+08:00

Today come back really early.. wahahha... earlier then the rest of the day... :) too long dun come in to blog abt my thing liao... recently was super busy... after the comp is the RSAF 40 Anni parade.. which will be tml.. hee... o gosh.. finally... cos this few wk always wake up at 4+ to prepare to work.. doing fatige dity.. on F&B... carrying breakfast and lunch for those pple involve... setting up things also.. jus too bad.. we cannot brig Camera to base.. if not I can take a few of it.. :( o ya.. today super fun.. onli half day.. no lunch.. if not I die.. hahahha... but I saw KC135, F-5, F-16C/D Apache(dunno spell correct onot) hahhaa.. somemore.. I watching it landing.. wahahhaa... hard to c aircraft landing de hor.. cos we are not working neaer the runway.. :)

Reached home slack.. on facebook and c got anything to play onot... hee.. slack lor.. then have a nap.. cos tml got to reach base at 4am~~ wahahhaa.. muz try to slp early liao.. hee... if not tml sure die.. got to prepare No. 3 also.. standby.. :( meaning.. got to iron cloth again.. wahhaa.. No.3 is nice la.. but is common then.. we Spec dun like to wear that.. we like to wear coverall.. cos is more comf and can move easier.. :P

Suddenly feel like watching movies... wanna ask some1 to go watch but then dun thing can also... got so many movie to watch.. like Wall-E, Star war, Death race, 12 lotus, Money not enough 2, Journey to the Centre of the Earth, Meet Dave, Kallang Roar... hmm... so many haven watch and wanna watch.. but i dun wanna watch alone la.. i wanna find pple to watch with mi~~~ hee... if got chance.. then maybe tt Some1 lor.. :)

Jus now got a call.. a complain la.. from 1 of the CC.. saying we ask student to teach student.. WTH lor... pls la... I will be the 1st 1 to stop it lor.. I super dun like student to teach student de... then how will we ask student to teach student.. use ur head la.. gosh... All teaching for the CC is done by teacher personnally de OK!!!!!!!! heard liao also mad.. *breath-in --> breath-out* muz relax.. no pt argue... especially to those pple.. wahhaha... somemore la.. if u got prob.. cos directly to us la.. dun need to do sure thing de la.. go PA complaint... *KICK* *angry angry angry* *Fishy*

You do not need to explain yourself to anyone cause the person who like you do not need it and those who dislike you won't believe it.

video time

2008-08-23T13:08:00.005+08:00

Playback of the wushu comp for YTCC.. wahahhaa...

jing sai qiang; me and weiheng.. hee...

Mi jing sai jian.. wahahaha...

My frens.. SPWUSHU... wahhahaha... o my.... 1 day I wanna be inside again.. and all of us will once again rule ji ti.. wahahhaa... :P

pls gif mi the Faith, Confidences and courage~!!~~~!!!~~~!!!!~~~

Happy Happy~~~~~

2008-08-21T22:59:00.002+08:00

Something happen recently.. making mi quite happy.. hehe... and I hope thi thing will go on toward the good track.. hmm... hehee.. this thing is for mi annd my savior to know and for other pple not to find out... lalalla.... onli a handful of pple will know... which is those that I trusted.. hehee...

Today went to work at 5am... *wow* start to do my duty at 5:30am.. super tiring lor.. hahaa... anyway this few day I am doing duty for the RSAF 40th Anniversaries.. wahahhaha... and like always the same lidat.. doing F&D again... wahhaa... I like always doing that.. dunno y... but ok la.. I like it... went home at ard 2 - 3 everytime i do the duty.. hmmm.. altot when I calculate, it is ard the same as working hr... but than.. I can go home early for a nap lor.. wahahahha...

Oya... today I got a gift for myself... not becoause of the happy things tt happen.. I buy it cos of my promotion... :) on 1st Aug I am officially 1SG liao.. so wanna jiang li ownself mah... I planned to buy 1 le.. but onli today got the time to go buy... cos I come home early mah.. then go bring kaiting to causeway pt so that she can meet Ruolin and her fren... the watch is $189.. :P but i thing i quite like it.. hahahha... I always like those complicated things.. :P

hmm.. today Ruolin bring her fren to AGCC.. her fren wanna learn wushu... hmmm... she quite ok la.. learn quite fast... for a beginner :) erm.. I 4get to ask her name.. lalala... anyway... the main pt... Ziceng going to bring out 1 performacne for AGCC for the coming mooncake fest... wahahha... tt time my turn for th wushu nite.. this time his turn.. happy.. dun need to headach.. wahahha...

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*hmm. sometime I wanna bring out.. abt coaching pple... those who learning thing aso...
Pls ok... dun implant those wrong attitude and concept to the young kids can?? my godness lor.. they are learning the wrong value and then the tell their parents then spread spread and spread... if this is how a coach o teacher should teach then I will say that this teacher dun have the disciple and he/she is not worth to be in the education side... I super fed-up and angry with this kind of pple de... pls teach the kids the correct value...*

Have an open heart and there will be more peace in this world.. wahahhahaha...

anyway i Jus found the quote that i looking for for a long time... it is so close to mi and I dun realised it... I will post in on the next entry... and also.. hopsfully I can get hold of those pic and video that i said that I will post up.. hmm.. hopefully by this wk ba.. wahahhaa...

For with teh judgement you use, you will be judged. And with the measure you use, you will be measured.. Mattew 7:2

End of comp...

2008-08-17T23:27:00.002+08:00

okok... today last day of comp le... finally.. wahhahhaa... conclue this comp... I did well... wahahhahha.. ok la.. my qiang I think is no.8 today do jian... I haven c the video yet.. but they(SP pple) sy i improve a lot.. :) thx guys... expecially for the support.. hehhee... I got 8.30.. hahaha... no bad le.. :P is in top 8 ba.. but dun really know the position.. hehe...

ji ti quan.. they did very well... better than expected lor... they dun get '1st' which is the best.. 15 of 19... i consider that a good result for them.. :)

to all who take part... hmm.. all are winner... wahhahaha... ok la.. lazyto type so much today... but there's still some update for the comp 1.. something i still thinkin wanna write in onot.. :)

Gif Glories to God.. :) ans I truely thanks You.. :)

1st dayof wushu comp.. hee...

2008-08-14T00:00:00.002+08:00

today is the 1st day of the wushu comp... heee... I wanna sy sth... the pple there doing tix de.., OMG lor.... chaotic... if u wanna do things pls have a proper system can... i dun wanna say more abt it.. but I can tell that there is no system in the tix thing... can change here and there de... haiz...

anyway today my event.. Qiang... I am the 2nd person going in.. and guess wat... I got to be 2nd place for sometime.. wahahhaha... ok la.. in the end I got 8th place... which is not ba also.. hehe... I did 2 mistake.. make mi sad also.. haiz... I dun really care they did catch onot.. but I dun like to have much mistake... but overall is not bad... weiheng also did not bad also.. ) keep it up... a bit sad fpr jia hao... haiz.. he can do very good de... but he tuo ba... :( anyway.. jia you for the other 2 event.. mi pray for u.. :)

o ya.. mi 2 cousins come to c mi comp.. so happy.. ahhhaa... thre nvr once will my relative come see m comp... not even my parent.. and I sometime feel sad when i see other pple's parent come to support their kids.. but now mine.. haiz.. anyway... they also pray for mi there.. and I thanks them a lot.. :) may God bless u 2.. :)

late le.. time to slp.. if notlater cannot wake up for work.. heee...

I pray for some1 in my life.. :) and hope that they will be happy.. and I hope that something will happen.. :)
For the gloried of God.. I thank You. :)

National Wushu Comp

2008-08-12T23:18:00.002+08:00

tml will be the big day.. lol.. 1st day of the Comp.. my event is te last 1.. hmm.. but I am the 2nd 1 to go in.. sob sob.. I did my training today and keep si wu.. i dam sad lor... wonder tml how liao.. haiz... dun really have the confidence for tml.. :)

anyawy maybe my cousin will be going.. ahha... this is the 1st time in comp.. my relative will be going.. anyway is I call them go de.. she going back to UK this fri.. dunno when will be the next time to see her.. :)

tml going back to F-16 again.. hahaa.. run here and there.. dunno where I should be also.. :) jus do m best and jia you.. lol...

I really glad that j ti quan thing is settled.. hmm.. everyone happy I also happy.. as simple as that... hehee... so... jia you to u all.. all 8 member of ji ti quan.. hehee...

I got so much to learn from you... :) and I am glad that You are the best teacher... Thx to You God for being by my side to guide mi.. :)

Countdown 3 day...

2008-08-10T23:03:00.002+08:00

3 more day to my 1st event.. wahaha.. qiang.. but then.. dun really have the confidence.. all i know is that.. do y very best and apply all that I have learn for the past mth.. :P
ya.. past mths.. I onli learn my qiang for lest than 3 mth.. if not wrong.. wahhahahahaha...

Anyway.. all the best to all taking part... to my competiters too... Good luck!!.

today c the ji ti quan... hmm.. better then b4... and we also use the music.. change a bit more move... I think should be ok ba... :) scary ger's thing I settle le... now is to c wuzong ok onot.. and I pray that God will help mi with it... since past event there is few cases that got pple cos of thing cannot go de.. so.. jus pray n do my best...

hmm... learn that there is so much for mi to catch up.. lol... 2 mre wk I will be going through my water baptisim... I think... today learn on how topray to god... erm... we all know how to pray.. wat I mean is... ways to pray la.. *should be* :P

I trust You and let Your Guiding be my will... :P thx You vey much...

Happy Birthday Singapore!!

2008-08-09T22:27:00.002+08:00

hahha.. today Sinapore 43th yr old liao.. happy for her.. and I wish her to be as Strong a nation and the Peope here to be carefree and live happily.. hmm... especially those lower income pple.. :)

I got to thx Rayson.. hehee... he show mi sth that I got to know.. :) thx...

hmmm... the whole day doin nth but watch DVD.. tai wang si sheng ji.. wahhahaha.. part1 almost finish... heee.. nice show..

God.. I thank you for guiding mi the road.. even when I always go to the wrong 1. u still guide mi throught the difficulties.. :)

Damit.. sad and depression and all -ve feeling = justiin

2008-08-08T16:44:00.003+08:00

I feel sad and depress... and feel that I am so usless... Damit... haiz... I got the most bad day of this yr... fomr jan till now.. I can stop thinking howcome I am so useless.... howcome I am such a no use person... I get the timetable of the comp.. ya.. so wat... jus cos sth cock up...

I do try my best to make all happy... but then scary ger still backout from the team.. cos she wanna go for her event that she think is more important that this... ok.. actually that is fine with mi la.. anyway... I canot force her to do anythign also... I got no rite to do it... but you know wat.. I am damit sad lor... I feel like tearing out... ya ya... pple always say guy shouldn't tear... but tt's not true... God gif us this ability to express ourselves.... haiz... so now onli leave 7 pple... all my effect wasted into the drain at this very last min.... I duno wat I can do... how I can do also... feel so helpless... wanna find pple to tok... maybe will feel better.. but as usually.. there always ppls all not free when I need them most.... onli thing is.. this time it wun be the same.. at least I know that there still some1 who will not part m when I an in trouble... and He is the onli 1 who I can tok to now...

the feeling is so undescriptable... I put so much effort into this team.. trying my best to prepare them... and then now all gone to drain le... I dunno others know how I feel onot... no point sayingtall this thing... wat over is over.... i jus very very sad la....

I tell myself that if I can get this team to competition and they wun be the last.. I will be happy... but now... I tell myself.. FOREVER I WILL NOT DO ANY JI TI QUAN!!! NOT EVER WILL I DO IT...

I do know that there i no 1 to be blame... and I wun angry with any 1.... :(

MY MOOD : FOUL

Thx God to be with mi..

Poly 50

2008-08-06T22:14:00.002+08:00

hahaa.. take off and when for Poly 50.. SP wushu alumi team.. :) the result not tt bad la... hehee... tok abt the event 1st.. It is a annually event... then need 10 pple to do the 50 x 600m run.. which is ard 30km.. :P then at least 3 of the 10 is ger... so.. whoever interested can join in next yr.. wahhaha... okok.. back to today happening...

we got the 7th place for alumi team.. :) then our timing is 1hr 37min... wahhahha.. ok le a.. consider half of the rac is run by onli 9 pple.... :P

y is tt so.. hmm.. Garry run till 10+ round he vomit then go to 1st aids there to rest.. so.. all the guys got to cover his place... run like hell... wahahhaha... I run till cnnot tahan then vomit also.. but slight 1.. still cont to run la... Garry join us back in the ending.. waha.. lucky.. if not U will c mi flat on the ground liao... wahahhaa... hmm... take a few pic.. but today super tired and lazy.. I post tml ok.. wahha...

by rite going kuen for trainin.. but then after the race.. I dun even wanna move... whahhahahahha...

The schdule is out for the comp.. I got event on the wed (which is the start of wushu comp) and sun (the last day).. but then so sian... cos the timing dun really fav mi la.. :( got to work till 5:30 le.. haiz... anyway... ji ti quan will be on Sat (6 to 8 lidat ba) then this 1 affect Scary ger.. :( partly my fault la.. haz... I dunno how to apologise her so tt she can accept it.. but then.. I pray to God that he can help mi do sth.. so that Scary ger can go for her things and enjoy herself and un need to rush for the comp.. :) I will try my very best to help her la.. :P

I Pray to God for ur miracle then will help Scary ger... :)

That is why I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it and it will be yours. Mark 11:24

Reply Shout.box

2008-08-04T17:42:00.002+08:00

haha.. too lazy to sent 1 by 1.. so I jus put all here for reply.. :)

03:47 PM Aug 04, 2008
ZiJian
Why my brother,Zikang inthe blog?

Cos I put the campp into my blog mah.. so his name also inside lor.. heee...

09:54 PM Aug 03, 2008
Jennifer
me want to play until lvl200 bishop le

mei.. next time help mi train also.. hahahhaa

09:54 PM Aug 03, 2008
Jennifer
you now cannot find meonline le cuz me onlyonline in maple

dun kip playing le... muz study ok?? jia you~~

05:52 PM Aug 03, 2008
Annabellee
i see i see , so you allenjoed it luhs ? =)

ya.. quite enjoy it,, hehee.. somemore is 3 day celebration... :P

03:55 PM Aug 03, 2008
summer
tagged.

Thx for Taggin mi blog.. hmm... and all the best.. jia you for ur 'O' Level ok... erm.... still happy.. :)

sth to share.. which for mi is really true.. :)

Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance..... and you find out that you still care for THAT person

Bless for all those who I care ALOT.. :)

YTCC 260708 Performance

2008-08-02T22:57:00.002+08:00

This is the Video I owed... wahahhaa.... hmm... enjoy.. 9 min plus video... hehehee.... it was an enjoyable nite.. and I hope u pple will enjoy...

A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another" John 13:34

Happy Birthday Di jiao lian

2008-07-30T19:07:00.004+08:00

Help Di Jian Lian to celebrate his bday... for 3 day... wahahhaha... 1st 1 is on sun... go paris to eat then go bowling.. till late night... :P

then onmon.. we went to party world... (I go there after my class at TPYCC) was there till early morning.. 5++ 6... :P
many pple drunk.. hehee... and tt included mi... but then... i ok after that... drunnk cos of wenbiao's 'posion' he go mix a lor of martian with beer.. dotz...... hmmm.. then i help Di jiao lian drink up tt glass lor.. wahhahhaa... ok la... drunk is cos i when to slp.. if i dun go slp.. everything will be ok... then when sing 菊花台, Di jian liao go 'ban wu' hehe.. then he did 1 move... i dun have it now.. but sijin got.. try get from her then posted in.. hehee....

Tues dun go work.. cos of tt toopid headach tt hunt mi down... badly... :P so.. in the end.. get a MC...

then I went wushu training at nite... still have hangover.. so the performance tt day not tt go la.. so sad.. ahiz... the students help him celebrate bday again... hahahhahahha.. durian cake.... OMG..... SUper nice... hehehe...

take pic for this 1... ::

That day also troubled by things... I also dunno how it come abt... hmm... something, someone from deep inside jus appear and surfaced up... this is so weird when I tot that i had moved on... I seeks God's help to let mi understand y this happen... :)

God, if this is what You had planned for me, I will thank You and follow Your Guide

@ cheer for those who perform.... o 26/07/08 YTCC

2008-07-28T01:42:00.002+08:00

Yday performacne is a success.. hehee... hmm... anyway... all are good... I mean the performance... but mi team of students is the best.. wahhahahaha... hmmm.. ji ti quan performance not bad also la... at least I c liao I feel good abt it... :)

and I thx greatly to Kaiting and Zhicheng... Kaiting in charge of the qi team, Zhipeng in charge of the gun... hmm... diff to teach students but we manage to make it a success... which is the best reward for the techers.... haha...

hmm... anyway.. hmmm... today ji ti quan short of 1 pple again.. this time really angry liao.... I last wk still remain n say to them tt.. any1 who cannot come for the Sun training MUZ CONTACT MI... but then.. tt 1 pple dun even do tt... n yday nite he see mi also... but he dun do it also... WTH...

hmmm.. the performance for today ji ti quan not tt good.. but then 1 thing is they manage to learn the starting move liao... and vanessa who dun come last wk also learnt the rolling move le.. which also mean that next wk onward.. train with the music liao... hopefully it will be a good 1... i hope so...

:)

jus now go eat buffet.. go paris to eat.. ex lor... n dun really eat much... hahaha.. muz on diet.. fat liao... after tt we go bowling again.. till 1++ now ard 2 liao... js come back then start to blog... anwya the vido for the performacne is still in my lappy... I post it up asap... hehee....

Thanks Gods... You show mi that mi prayer will come true when I wait patiently... and Miracle really come to mi... I thx u from the bottom of mi heart.. :)

The most important thing in life is not abt order and rule, it also abt love, trust, care, concern, lent an helping hand and many more... :) and we have to do it..

Tired...

2008-07-23T00:51:00.002+08:00

Today training was so tiring... haha.. I did the whole set of 枪and 剑... hahaa.. and did so many mistake... haiz... I feel tt too.. do so many error.. 枪even fly out.. ahhhhhh... I need ti improve it... i need to train everydasy so that i can improve it.. the come is coming closer and closer... i muz concentrate of training now... hmm.. muz find time n ways to improve it.. 1st wil be to familiaise all the routinw.. 2nd will be stamina... cos mine soo not enough... jia you to mi....

2day go training then got the chance to sit in the cockpit of F16.. hehee... they let mi have a feel and teach mi how to go in and check things... then do some work.. they also teach m how to do it... anway cannot be too detail if not later kana caught then die... onli can say tt... today learn quite a no. of things la...

hmm.. yday tok to vanessa abt the comp thing... hmm... ask her to try and she ok with it... i pray to God that the 8 of them will do their best... so.. c how on this sat lor... haha... pray to God that everything will turn out fine.. :)

I also pray that 1 day she will accept mi apologise... and I will do it sincerely.. :)
and I thanks God as I know no matter wat happen he will be by my side... hmmm...

Matthew 18:21-35,
For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. Matthew 6:14

Sun training

2008-07-21T21:50:00.004+08:00

Sun training onli 7 pple come.... and 1 pple dun come... Vanessa dun come... and wat... she dun even inform mi.. >:( the group like not treat mi as a coach lidat lor.. making mi so mad... then how to trainin with jus 7 pple... damit... I jus tell them off tt day... since they dun wanna treat mi with respect... then I also dun wanna treat them good liao... I always tot tt if I dun gif so much stress then maybe they can enjoy themselve in the ji ti quan.... but then... no lor... they dun wanna 认真... and now they comp is jus 3 wk to go... I told thm that if they dun perform up to the standard then jus withdarw la... then waste the 4 whole mth of bloody time... somemore waste my effort to help them with this n tt... and by this coming sun... if I dun c any improvement then too bad... they got to withdraw... and pay mi back the money for the biao yan fu... whcih I had ask zhi peng to specially 赶工to produce 1...

then my training I do qiang 1st... hmmm... still got a lot of mistake.. so... I got to work harder, but di lao shi say my qiang have lesser mistake than my jian... which mean.... jian got to do double hard also...

DUn wanna tok abt this thing liao.. the more i think abt it then more i feel down.... anwyay... yday go watch 赤壁.. dam nice... best show i watch for this yr... touching and some part funny... quite meaningful show also... i looking forward for part 2... wish it come out asap.. i dun wanna watch half half dee.... xin ku...

My 1st day to FCF... erm... feel weird... maybe cos i not use the the enviroment ba... I told my WO that I cannot do nite shift till Aug 17 cos i got to train for the national wushu comp... I doing jian and qiang... and current I lack of training... so I got to train harder then any1 of the pple outside...

God, Heavenly Father, I thank you for loving me like U love others and like U love Ur 1 and onli Son, Jesus. :)

Falcon... F-16.. here I come..

2008-07-19T07:28:00.002+08:00

Finally going to OJT on F-16 on this coming monday... hmm... dunno I should be happy o sad.. haiz... comp coming.. then I got to take time out for training.. then if I go there, there will be nght shift.. which also mean.. I cannot go for my training... hmm... I tok to a WO yday.. she advise mi to tok to the section WO.. maybe i will try it on mon... hehhee.. and pray that till the comp over I dun need to work night shift ba...

hmm... today my uncle's funeral... had went to the wake for the past few day... hmm.... I dunno how to say also... but then still sad la... hope that thing will get better for the family...

looking forward for later YTCC's training... dun ask mi y.. hahaha.... anyway... jus c how the ji ti quan later... and then... today fully noo other training for them... plan to do 10 set of routine... and I really pray that they will get better n better... they are capable de.. jus that they wanna do it onot... and I really hope thing will get better.. haiz... jia you for them also.... :)

Looking forward to later Kbox.. wahhahhaa... with buddy... altot i dun rally know how to sing..
:( nvm la.. jus go there for fun then go here slp.. cos sun got to wake up early to go church... hahaa.. dun really wanna miss it...

O ya... I got aunti's weddig pic liao... will post it up on the next post.. wahhahhaa... omg.... she so pretty.. then Aaron so shuai... then I tell her... I dun like the mi in the photo... look so nan kan de... whahahahaha... really dunno y la... maybe u pple can tell mi how it look... heee... aunti~~~ really nan kan~~~ wahhaha...

There something worth tresure in this world and there is that should let go.... I hope n pray that those I treasure will be always happy and know that I will always be there for them... :)

Sad day

2008-07-16T00:06:00.002+08:00

hmm... get a bad new when i went back home... by rite wannna find kengqi to plat dota at kuen today... but then the news come so suddenly... hmm... my da gu zhang passed away today... it was a shock to all of us... especially his family... hmm.. he had convert to chistian last yr.. and was protected by God... he go in a peace... no suffering from any pain... thx God...

May God bless all who I care... especially those special to mi

Happy marriage.. to mi beloved mei... Jasmine.. and Aaron~~

2008-07-12T23:14:00.002+08:00

Aunti marrried off liao.. haha.. lucky Aaron.. muz treasure mi aunti k... hehe... o gosh.. they 2 couple r so lovely.. Went to aunti (1 of mi mei)'s solemnisation... at raffle country club (hope spell correct..) hehee... the traffic there sope jam.. I travel for half n hr then reach.. anyway... she is beautiful... hehe... then Aaron shuai.. which suit... hehhee... matching couple... think bat 5 yr ago.. when the 2 meet n get together... hmm.. went through high n low... unhappies n happies moment... now they finally get together as 1... I ti ta men gao xing.. hehe.. *thinking.. when will be mi turn..* *hard* hhhaahha... then listen to the pastor giving the tok n vow.... hahaha.. Aaron so jing zhang lidat.. hehee...

watching this 2 couple become 1 is sure a happy thing...

wll upload the pic when i get it from jul n weng.. hehee...

Pray to God that, they will be happy forever and that both will always be by each other side to share their up n down from now on... may God bless them always.. :)

hmm... yday when out with buddy for supper... hhehee... steamboat.. the rest put airplane lor... haiz... so end up onli mi, david, jos go onli.. ok la.. steamboart not need so many pple also can.. we went to bugis to eat.. then ard 12 go off... to Jurong superbowl.. hehee... playy bowling.. hmm... i lost to david.. he li hai lor... that.. dun really like the lane there.. the runway like bery short lidat.. hahahha... then cannot find suitable ball for mi to use.. bo bian lor.. spining using weight 10 de ball... lol....

Pray that those who suffered from all kind of illness to get well soon... :)

jus now went back cc to c the ji ti quan.. hmmm... dunno watto say... but then... they can improve d... now all depend on themselves liao... wat I can do I already do it liao... they got to help themselves liao.. if not no matter how i help them also no use liao.. haiz... :)

Time to update... wahha... slacking

2008-07-10T15:05:00.002+08:00

Time for some updating.. hee. this few day always late come home.. then come home laio pray liao i jus fall n "boom" Zzzzzzzzzz..... so... start from Tues.. hee...

Tues went training.. hmm... starting to learn 对练liao.. taught by Di lao shi... it is a 三人对练... pple involve are mi.. zicheng n kengqi.. heee. then keng qi is the 主打... mi n zicheng is the 1 tt 被打1... hmmm... I dun learn much of dui lian b4.. so... Most of the time I stone stone de.. dunno how to act... ahhhhhhhh.... anyway... still... it is a short 1.. slowly pick up.. hehee.. mzybe next time can perform tt.. :P

then after training we went to hav supper... at yanbin there... heee...

yday... come home early... :) cos go to Spec mess to take thing... ahhaa.. at nite go out mi fren house to learn guitar... hhee.. wanna learn for a long time.. then now then learn cos yday he not working.. thx david.. hahhaa... ydayonli learn the key... so muz practice de... :) after tt go with him to fish.... there is 1 dunnnno call wat la.. at jurong there to let pple pay n fish de... hahahha.. i go there play my psp and then read my book... go home ard 1... heheee....

today.. go home early again.. wahhha.. cos jus now go base to do thing.. then now.. home blogging... later rest liao go teaching...

wanna take part in this yr comp... maybe take jian n qiang.. dunno can onot.. haiz... hehe...

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love nerver fails. (1 Clrinthians 13:6-8)

Sentosa performance...

2008-07-07T15:58:00.003+08:00

here come the Video for Sentosa.. hee... jus get the video last wk... :)

Last Sat performance... from Northview Sec wushu... Teaching coach: Zhipeng

fruitful and fun... F&F

2008-07-07T00:06:00.003+08:00

Today church not bad... 1st is the teaching.. it teach abt the faith + truth + experience = understanding.. hee.. then also there is this event where we dip the bread into the wine.. I cant recall wat is it... but then I know that the bread repersent Load Jesus's body and the wine, His blood. it is a spiritual event... :) n today onli i 1 person go.. there still dun got the chance to know new pple.. I think my cousin muz be caught up on sth, cos dun find them there... but is ok la.. I quite enjoy it also...

Training also not bad... Did my qiang.. I know is very lan.. cos I dun pratice any long weapon b4... and I since I got this chance to do it.. I wanna make it better... meaning tt.. I got to train harder.. I onli train 2 times a wk not like the rest of them.. so I got to put 2 to 3 x more 努力then them.. :P

I think i will wanna take part in this yr comp... it long time since I dun take part.. maybe I a bit mad.. but then i still think I wanna take part in the jing sai event... most properly jing sai jian n qiang... this tues I will comfirm it...

went to watch Hancock jus now.. super funny and nice.. hehee... u will rofl de... a muz watch movie.. hehee...

rmb the fri clubbing, there's more funny thing after event.. ahhahha.. 1st is kengqi.. slping on the middle of the road.. (lucky is not main road n at tt time no car there) then blur blur also.. haha... then tell his sis he can manage to get home n he got key.. the next time.. sijin open door c her bro outside.. he tell her his key is with zhicheng.. hahahhaa.. (tt day zhicheng drive his bike home)

Wangliang, pulling grass then fall onto the ground... and calling cab uncle my name.. *sweat and the next day training he also haven wake up.. lol

**tml i upload the performance video on seatosa de

I thx U, God... U heard my call and ans it to mi... Thx U... :)

sian & tired~~~ :(

2008-07-06T08:51:00.003+08:00

Fri went to Lunnar for clubbing.. hmm.. the place ok ok onli la.. not much special... cos got free drink.. but I dun drink much.. cos I got to drive.. :P anyway... it is small lor.. then also not much place for dancing.. hehe... then c kengqi drunk... pian sijin drink mi null... wahahhaa.. she tot is green tea then take a quite a mouthful.. :P i dun like mix la.. wahahhaa...

Sat when to RiverVala Primary for mi 1st modual class... hmm.. the class I take is quite small... the 1st day we got to c how is their standard and then we can help them to improve... hmm.. basically.. they lack of quite a number of things... such as flexibility, speed, strength.. and also some knowlegde... but then.. there are still some of them tt r quite good... if then can get to improve those things that they lack of, I think they will improve quite fast la..

Went to Woodland library they to help Zhipeng do A performance for his sch, Northview Sec.. hmm... compare to previous, I think they got improvement lor... lol... I think my performance is do bad... ahiz... got few mistake. so sian... hmm.... I wonder is it cos of the lack of slp.. cos fri got home at ard 4+ then slp ard 3 hr then have to wake up to go for class liao... :(

YTCC there got thos performance on the 26 July.. still planning on the item to perform... the draft is out.. jus that I really lack in manpower... altot namely i got enough.. then some of them dun wanna perform.. like peishayn la.. haiz... she dun wanna perform.. then i got short of 1 pple again.. where to find them... hmm.. but then.. I really tired of persuing pple liao la... I think I am the onli teacher tt have to ask student to do thin.. like begging lidat... I wonder.. do teacher in sch have to beg the student to hand up their homework onot... :( making mi so sian lor..

anyway.. I think i own peishyan a apologise also la.. cos I like tok to her too hush lidat yday.. haiz.. make later sent her a sms...

The photo for comp also haven finish collect yet... :( short of Vanessa and Xuanhao... then got to submit the form by 11 Jul... which mean.. next Fri... got to get the photo asap...

I got so much thing to do again... when can i have the chance to jus relax a little bit.. hahahhahaa.... hmmm...

Will God 4gif mi? :(

Biao Yan Yi Shi

2008-07-02T06:34:00.002+08:00

yday training on the performing item... mine is shuang do... wahhahhaa... weird rite.... I am specialize in jian and I got dao to be my item for performing... lol... anyway... shuang dao I learnt last yr dec when I go shandong de... lol.... then Di lao shi add a lot of thing into my shuang dao... ben lai my routine is short de... now.. become super long... do the 1st duan is like doing 1 full set routine lidat... very tiring... lol... but ok la.. fun....

He said that I dun have speed... and he wanna c more speed.. hheee.. hmm.. I got to jia you on this also... heee...

yday jus sent the measurement to Zhipeng to do the baio yan fu for YTCC.. I hope is will be done on time... hee... then I will take a pic and show here... I thinking of making 1 baio yan fu also... blue de... to replace my set ttt i lent to Yvonne... hehee... I got 1 Red... 1 White... (Like sg flag lidat...2 color) lol.. but I like to wear the Red de... cos white de easy dirty.... so.. if I got to do another 1.. maybe A blue 1 o yellow 1 will be nice... then 1 of them I do fancy type 1.. like wat nowdays china pple wear... nice nice got pattern 1... wahahhaa...

hmm.. today got Guard duty again.. so wun be home... cannot online.. waahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

I pray that pple ard mi can be HAPPY... :) and away from EMO

290608.. last sun of jun..

2008-06-29T23:39:00.003+08:00

Toda go church... hmm.. learnt quite a lot of things la... then come acros a line which I like very much... which is from Mattew 18:3.. hehe... n thx God.. gif mi the booklet so tt i know how to pray...

today training... hmm.. did the 1 step kong fan.. this 1 need to diao yao de... so diff... 1st time do i cannot go over... but subsequenly ok liao... somemore.. I find it fun.. better then the run n jump 1.. cos this 1 i can land smoother n better.... then also did 1 tt diao too high then leg too slow... then fall.. so scare that my leg dislocate again.. hehee...

did my qiang today.. this 1 the 1st time i did in in front of di lao shi... erm.. got mistake here n there... but then i will try to improve la... muz jia you...

was thinking of whether wanna take part in this yr comp onot... still thinking.. if i take part.. mostly will be jin sai ba.. gif m 1 wk to think abt it.. b4 11 i got to know i wanna take onot.. heheee...

"And he said: I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven."Mattew 18:3

Maple again.. wahhahaha

2008-06-28T14:40:00.004+08:00

Quite some day dun update liao.. haha.. cos there is nth much to say la... :P

hmm... the International Wushu comp coming up at Aug and I already got the form.. hmmm... jus hope that everything will be ok la.. nth much to think abt it.. jus tt YTCC's ji ti quan will didit will lor... :)

hmm.. come to think of it.. after saying out those word... i got a feeling that she is like scared and running away lidat... ahiz... i also dunno how to react la.. maybe jus let mi God help mi ba.. :)

o well...... I NEED A GETAWAY!!!!!! I really too stressed on work... walao... every mth also need to do guard duty... somemore is like almost 2 per mth lor... WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE DOING GUARD DUTY... damit... haiz... how i wish i got the money so tt I can break bond... haiz... there is not a good place to work lor... haiz... if not cos i wanna study i wun go into signing on de... :(

ok la... dun wanna blog liao.... recently I start going back to maple... new server.. wahhahaha.. same job.. mge.. I like Mage la... but this time maybe i going for lightling and ice mage... hehhee.. c how i train lor.. :P...

God.. May u bless mi with luck... and Bless those who I like and Care for.. no matter who he/she will be or treat mi like... thx u...

Performance at Sentosa

2008-06-24T22:54:00.003+08:00

Jus now went to Sentosa to do a performance... hmm.... dunno where is it... but then b4 tt i when to UniSIM to do the application of next sem course... I thinkin that I should start again... and this time... hopefully god will sent some1 to look at mi.. to make sure that I do my study... I wanna change and today... I swear that I will del aways the toopid things that is in my pc... I wanna change it... and I pray that God will gif mi the WILL and make mi do it.. even if it is by force.... now hopefully... the application will get through ba....

Went to sentosa for a performance... doing 双刀... which... this is the 1st time I am doing it in the public.. haha.. ok la.. mistake here n there.. cos I dun really did go for practise on it... but then after the performanc.e.. di lao shi said.. "next time u dun lian jian.. u lian shuang dao" wahahha... o gosh... jian is my main event... lol... anyway.. if he is willing to help mi.. y not rite... :)

Anyway... Did i mention that i finally got a long weapon for main?? hmm.. I jus fixed my qiang.. and soon I wanna practice it.. n make it better so tt next time maybe i got a chance to performance it... hehee..

the performance got video down.. using jiahao's HP... so i got to wait for him to sent to mi.. then I will post it up... hehee....

Hmm... I did sth on last Sun.. when is jus 2 day ago... hmmm... altot it maybe guai.. but then I did say out... hmm.... onli thin is that I hope that no matter wat happen... I hope that our frenship will not be affected... :) onli few pple know wat it is.. :P:P:P

I thx God for always be here to help mi.. and I know that.. I (Clay) is in a good potter's hand.. :)

SAD

2008-06-24T09:27:00.002+08:00

Came home from duty.. jus to realise tt... I failed my exam.. haiz... and I did study lor.. not that i dun... if I dun study then i nth to say... for tt subject... i studied for almost the whole wk lor... and then result come out.. saying that i failed... wth.................................. I am super depressed by tt result... damit....

I am starting to wonder... am I able to study... o maybe I jus got to gif it up.. :(

Dun really have the mood tto continue blogging liao.. haiz... Maybe some1 can gif mi some advice on whether i am going to gif up.. o not giving up... and cant then hope for the best... :(

Gods... Pls gif mi some advise on this... thx... :)

End of exam

2008-06-21T20:12:00.002+08:00

Today is the exam for Kuen wushu... this time round is better... end early also... I am in-charge of Jurong Spring CC de... when there ard 9.30... anyway.. b4 tt... I slp at 5+ the same day.. so onli slp for abt 3 hr.. somemore.. the 1 glass of matel.. omg lor... no mix o watever de... drink jus once n cannot liao... maybe too long dun drink liao.. hahaha.. so morning go Juring tt time i still blur blur de.. dun even know wat to start 1st... hehhee.. went to kuen aso blur blur de.. n try to drink as much water as possible.. wahahha.... mi tack is also easy la.. to look after them in paper exam onli... wahhahaa...

after JSCC i went back YTCC there.. for lunch with Jos n David.. hehee... meet hoon hui n Peishan at 2.30 to help them on their routine... especially Peishan lor... she blur blur de.. on her san duan gun... hmm.. she dunno really knw how to do it la.. so got to teach slowly.. then yday,fri, also ask her go down TW there to train... zihao n ziwei n hoon hui still ok.. their san duan jian can rmb le.. jus short of speed...

Maybe next tme drag them go TWRC train.. especially Peishan.. wahhahaha.. she lazy lzy 1... hehe... but she ok also la.... jus playful onli.. hehee...

I dun got the chance to c TPYCC n AGCC de.. hope they do well lor... but other that tt all pple wwho go for exam de.. they do not bad... n still got room for improvememnt... hehehe.... good luck for their next exam ba... lol...

Try = hope; no try = no hope... hmm... therefore... if try then fail then regret is better than dun try then regret.. agree?? YAP!!

Shaolin Ger

2008-06-19T23:12:00.003+08:00

yday duty n today off.. wahhaha.. but ok la.. not too bad for today.. when to watch movie "Shaolin Ger" with Hoon Hui and peishyan... hehe.. the show not bad la... value added... hmm.. onli thin is last part quite lan.. too little fighting 1.. wahahhaa... the story is abt a ger who grad from shaolin training sch.. then go back to Japan to teach shao lin quan.... then she meet a lot of fun n sad thing... some of the part also touching.. can cry 1... hehe...

Went to fetch Peishyan 1st at 1... by rite meeting her at 12 de.. cos she wanna get sth from mini toon... then thinkin of going early then can go IMM to get her thing... but then she chnge to 1 la... lol... she wanna slp more ba... :P then when I reach her place... hmm... I found something funni.... the area got 501 to 511 but hor... no 502... wanannana weird lor... wonder where BLK 502 went to.. ehehee... actually also i c sms wrong i tot she live at 502... then keep looking for it.. onli to find out tt she dun live on tt BLK... wahahhaha... but still wonder where is 502...

any pple leave BB can tell mi y 502 missing??? wahahha...

Then went to fetch Hoon Hui at her sch... she slow lor... wait for almost 1 hr then she come out... *faint* lol

this 2 sis hor... so playful de... 1 eat non-stop... the other lazy de.. wahhaha... but fun la... they can do stunning move de... we went Vivocity to watch.. there not bad la... jus tt not enough place for mi to play... but toy 'R'us find.. there got so many thing to play with.. hahhaa especially the soft toy... hehee.. ok la.. I bit childish.. but tt's mi.. dun like? click the x button lor... :P

play with the camera somemore.. wahhaa.. hmm... too bad.. dun take any nice pic.. if not can post up... hehee.. maybe next time lor..

anyway.. having much fun with the 2 of them la... haha.. maybe next time got chance then can ask then go out again... hmm... during holiday of cos.. cos they need to study.. :P
n.... peishyan.. dun lan ok... do ur ch la.. wahaha...

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Went to AGCC for class... today teach che shou fan.. from then basic of hou liao lor.. then those got the che shou fan concept de i try to improve it... the rest that dunno de I jus teach slowly abt how to kick up using more power... (*method: get from Zhi Peng de*) wahahhaa... most get the idea of how to do it.. then small amt not tt good la... some dun even wanna think how to do.. ask them do 10 time... 10 all the same old method... haiz...

THX God for this wonderful day.. n bring the 2 into my life.. :)

Resting mode...

2008-06-16T17:55:00.002+08:00

Finally.. resting mode now.. for a short while ba... hmmm cos i finished the wuhsu camp.. and the performance yday... wahahha.. on wei wo du zun... hmm.. wonder.. how i look on tv.. :P anyway.. tt performance quite not bad... except for the duan dao... by Jiahao.. lol.... dunno how he manage to break the nan dao... hehee... I dun have chance to take any pic of the 8 contestants.. cos all the while I am inside the waitind room... sad... :( maybe next time I can ask wangliang to help mi get a pic from yuan shuai... wahhahaha... n yeapy.........

Yuan shuai win the match.. lol... he shuai lor... :P

hmm.. performing with him not bad la... hehe.. he is frenly also.. :)

but siqian dun get it.. tt's a bit sad la.. she is pretty also.. lol

hmm... so no pic for this blog... but reward for mi on tt performance is tt... yuan shuai... win.. and it did pay off cos we are the 1 performing wiht him on the final showdown.. hehe.... hope he have a brighter future... :)

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o... hmm... I jus converted to christ on 15 june... official ba... hm... y i mean it is cos... previously I already read the sinner prayer... but then yday the pastor pray for mi... :)

May God heard my wish.. and help mi.. thx u...

Showtime~~~~~

2008-06-15T08:47:00.004+08:00

1st... the gongfu panda.... wahaha... we went to watch the gongfu panda with some of the student and their parent on the last day of the camp.... 13/06/08 :P let see... ths 1 is for freee... cos Kuenwushu director.... he gif us some free tix... cos he is doing a show to promote the show at Shaw Tower.... heee... the movie is not bad... funny and got some nice meaning in it.. :) but tt's not the main event... *maybe for most.. it is* for mi.. the main event will be the performance by Kuen wushu's staffs..... and students.... wahhahahaha....

Ya.. is showtime.. wahhaha....

mext... the wei wo du zun.... the show will be out today at 7.30... if i remember correctly... lol... we did some rehearsal... and tonite will be th live show.. *hope I wun make any mistake...* wahahha... I dun take any video abt this cos..... no pple taking the video la... so sad.. if not i can post them up... but instead.. I get some pic... erm.... anyhow pai de... :P

we will be performing for te male champ... wahhaha.. vote more on him how... no matter who win... ;P

Ending of Camp... starting of the journey...

2008-06-14T23:02:00.007+08:00

Yday is the last day of Kuen Wushu's wushu training camp... overall, students had improved a lot.... hmmm... over the 5 day 4 nite... they had went throught a lot... in term of training and others... some even cried due to the pain n tirness.... but... as once said... "no pain no gain". student started ,on the mon, with some dun even know abt jumping... The 4 simple jump of wushu - 腾空飞腿, 旋风腿, 腾空外摆腿, 旋子... they now know the basic of how to do it... altot they dun really mastered all of it.. but went times gooes... and with practices.. they will soon know how to better it...

had taken some photo of them camp... and few video...

Trainin pic... stretching... I wonder.. Y Hoon Hui is below Hui en's leg...

Zhi Peng's method of teaching to teach the students 旋子 while students also can get some fun...

Zi Kang... our youngest student... doing 滚翻... he is cute... wahahha.. shy also.. and the other pple also very teng him...

Last day of camp.. our Zhi Peng lao shi was there..... to do a final 终结for the camp...

Video of mi student.... hahah... whho once cannot do ce shou fan.. and now she did it not bad.. wahhaha... video of b4 and after.... in 10 min she get to learnt a good ce shou fan

Before

After

When time is rite... thing get into the rite path... :) we jus have to wait for it to come...

Kuen training...

2008-06-11T09:24:00.002+08:00

Today is te 3th day of the camp... 1st 2 day still ok la... dun take muuch pic.. once i go home.. i will get the pic n post some here... hehe...

1st day quite not bad la.. got 15 of them attended... the morning trainin is quite relax la.. cos is the 1st day meh... hee... but that is jus for those who dun stay overnite... wahha... morning coach is wang liang... hmm... wat he did is to c how is the standard of the student.. and teach some jumpin and rolling stuff... not bad le... mi assist him teaching those who dun really know much abt wushu de... then afternoon I coach the advance group 1... i think I concentrate more on the jumping of 腾空飞腿... cos tt's my 1 and onli jump tt can be see la... :P

1st nite.. I also in charge of the flexiblilities and physical trainin part... erm..... I think i more destructive then other coach ba... I make them do pi ca with the front leg steped up... then i use my body weight to 压their knee... wahahha.. some more... 1 leg for 15 min... wahahahhahaha.... erm... then happen to so pain tt I made hoon hui cry... *opps*

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2nd day not much thin la... cos i take out the ji ti quan 1 to teach.... and result...... disaster... haiz... then wang liang giif mi some advice lor... got to retrain them again.. in term of movement n speed.... some of them can still 4get the move lor... can imagine how angry onot... :( sad case... got to think out a new way to teach them again.. haiz...

but mi de trainin no good.... mzybe is the lack of slp and the lack of water.... feel weak during my trainin at nite... haiz.... dun even manage to jump up to my normal standard lor... haiz...

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today... this moment... they are learning 书法... and I am here doing my blog... whahahhaa.. playing game n relax... and finally.. I got time to do tt... wahhahhaa...

Onli hope that 1 thin will happen to brighten my day... and tt's onli 1 person know the ans.. and I wish He will help mi out..

visiting church... :) 1st time...

2008-06-08T23:58:00.002+08:00

Today went to church with my cousin and her husband.. hmmm... I dun really used to it tot.. cos it is my 1st time going there... and then jus realised tt... i happen to become a christ out of no where... I asked my cousin whether once I said the sinner prayer i am a christ.. and she say yes.. haha... erm... i dunno hot to react la.. dunno should be happy o sad...

happy in sense tt I am nearer to the god now...

sad is cos... I dunnno how to break this sudden news to my parent, who they dun really will allow mi to become a christ... :)

but then.. i do believe in god... cos he really make mi feel peace today... I prayed for somethin.. and today.. it really come true... he show mi that with hard work n believe in it.. I can also make a diff...

O ya.. today go there heard a specker tokin abt his past and how god helped him... have to say tt he is very confident.. wo in this world will come out to tell pple he is once a drug dealer, homosexually; and have HIV +... somemore... he turn from a criminal into a sch professor... and this is impressive.. :)

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The traiin today.. erm... horrible + terible... cos.. we are doing long weapon today.. and for godness sake... I dun learn any long weapon b4... except for the basic... hehe.... but then de lao shi dun say anything but ask mi to slowly do 1st... and correct mi on some of the moves... + teaching mi some basic then i need... and 1 more thin... I finished my jin sai qiang 2day... tt mean mi have 1 more routine to train liao... but then.. still not good... so.. muz work harder...

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hmm... tml is the camp... ji ti quan except for jessia n vanessa are going... jessia dun go cos.. her wk is packed with lesson... hmmmmm..... ok lor... i got nth to say liao... this thin i told all mths b4.. she dun tell her parent.. maybe... o if not.. they jus dun know... lidat how to train timing.. n roll.. haiz....

Vanessa jus came back from her sch camp carry with her... fever.. so bo bian... body health more impt... dun wanna c pple sick still force to go trainin also... jus wish her get well soon lor.... :)

I going to make a cd with both ji ti quan music and the timing so tt i can gif them.. at least they can try to listen to the music n read the timing lor... hope this can help them...

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Thx god.. for being by my side... and heard my call.... :)

Suntec; $3.60 seed.. :"

2008-06-08T08:15:00.002+08:00

Went to suntec with joshua yday to c whether can get a cheap lappy there onot... hee.. but go there, the lappy onli leave orange colour... so sad... I jus need a budget lappy that I can do my work outside since I will be out most of the time... myabe I got to wait till next wk.. the PC Show then I can find 1 lappy that is cheap.. worse thing... in the end, i go suntec jus to buy my seed for planting.. $3.60.. hahahhaha... but after that we still got went to sim lim la... he wanna find RAM for his lappy also... hehe...

Then went back to Yew Tee to have our lunch and have a tom yam mi hoon gua.. wahhaha.. super nice... :P when I reach YTCC then I reallised tat... 'damit' I 4get to bring my trainer shirt there... omg omg omg.... got to where the outside cloth to teach.. *bang wall* somemore I lazy to go abck to take also... haha...

Yday training is done by kaiting... hmm.. she like moody lidat.. :P then 1 part where student have to go oout 1 by 1 to da the routine tat they are preparing for the exam, wich is the coming 21 of june.... hmm... still not up to certain standard le.. ah...... in this rate how to pass the exam~~~~ jus pray for them liao lor.. hahahaha... but some of them do quite good la...

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The ji ti quan.. I also dunno how... some pple cannot go camp.... then worse.. some dun even come for previous few lesson and dun get their form... hmm.. think abt it.. feel that I am sure a lousy teacher.. haiz.. :(
and currently already 2 ~ 3 pple cannot go for the camp liao... Jessia is comfirm not going de.. even the short time in the afternoon for trainin also cannot... hu en's parent also dun let her go for the camp... but let her go for the 1st 2 day where I can teach them how to roll and all that.... hmm.. as for vanessa.. I dunno... I hope that she will go la... but I think she wun reply mi also...... :( dunno y still...

This is my 1st time leading a team for comp.. I also dunno really sure how to do it... few pple for mi here to get advise from also.. cos sch team and cc 1 is diff.. sch team can train more and are more regule.. but CC de sometime they got things on they cannot turn up I also cannot force them to mah... and there is onli leave this camp to teach them more things... and try to let them enjoy it.. :(

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My lappy dunno wat happen also la... got this SCIS/RAID Host Controller got problem.. also cannot solve it... I thin is tt 1 that lead to my unable to online and surf... ahh..... anyway it is 5 and coming 6 yr old liao so... dun expect much ba.. tt's y got to get a new 1.. old 1 gif my bro-in-law.. cos his also spoilt liao.. ahhaa... currently I had to back up all the file that I need and impt to mi.. hehe.. especially the quote de.... they are so meaningful and mean a lot to mi... :) slowly I will show them all here... lol...

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O well.... I jus hope that things will get better... and looking and trying for it to get better also.. hahha... n.. o... I got a performance soon... dunno at where still... hope is nice 1.. wahahhaa.... hmm.. going church later wif mi cousin... hehehe...

success is measured not so much by the position that one reached as by the obstacles that have been overcome.

1st entry~~~

2008-06-06T16:44:00.003+08:00

Hmm... JUst moved into this new webby blog.. cos the previous 1 got too much sadness... and somemore I am thinking of doing 1 of it for myself.. so that will be able to post more...

Something abt wat going on will be a better start for this blog other than always doing nth.. lol...

hmm... I lost a important fren of mine jus last week... and it was so sudden that I also dunno how to react... This fren of mine I already known for quite some time... but jus recently then we start to conmmunicate.. she was quite a nice ger la.. and sometime funny too.. altot I dun reall got the chance to know and understand her better, but i would like to... tt's y.. maybe I am too curious abt her liao that make her walking away.. It was like slowly i got the feeling that she is sure an interesting ger... talking to her is like a relax n fun thing to do also...

I do treasure my frenship with pple a lot.. especially those who I think is worth to treasure.. and she is consisted 1 of them... I dun have muh frens but then when I got to hang out with the fren.. I quite enjoying and I can say that she is 1 of them... :) so i really hope that I can save this frenship... altot I wun know wat will happen in future.. but if I can do sth I willing to try...

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I got to know this ger.. which I have feeling with her.. I dunno how to tell her... cos I dun have much confidence abt this.. & I also got a feeling that she already got some1 that she liked.. I jus wanna let her know howI felt abt her.. and if I got the chance to know her better... I am thinkin.. maybe I can try to tell her abt this.. if we really cannot make it.. then at least we can still be fren.. I do care abt this ger.. but then.. for some reason.. I do hope that she will like mi la.. :)

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Got tis good & bad news...

Good news..
I am going to F-16 soon got On-Job-Traiing.... a cross trade training... and I hope that I will do okk there.. actually his news I wann tell tt fren 1.. but then.. she dun wanna contact mi.. so I dunno when i can tell her... cos i would like to share this new with her...

Bad news...
Once i go to F-16.. i wun know i still got time for my study.. and also.. my wushu teaching lesson... I do hope to complete my study asap.. but I am sure a no good student... hahaha... got to jia you.. if not i really dunno i can make it ono...

as for the wushu class.. I dun bear to leave my students..... hahhaa... I like them a lot.. altot she always make mi angry.. but i do enjoy teaching them... teaching them is the most enjoying part of my life now... especially YEW TEE C C~~~ hahaha... I like there.. ant that is the most fav place for mi... I would like to stay there for as long as I can

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anyway.. this blog will still continue constructing.. cos it is not complete yet.. I will like to change the background and all that to which I can really call it my own... currently it is still a template from other pple.. :P

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Do Tag mi ok?? I would also like to add more link here... hehe...

Nobody Knows how long we will live on this earth. The best we can do for ourselves is to take care of ourselves and to treasure people around us who we love though sometimes we may tend to give each other our own nonsense

Under construction

2008-06-05T18:54:00.000+08:00

Under Construction

The memories..... Happies..... unhappies....

Feeling that can't out of mouth.... to others.

愿您的心都是暖暖的......

Back to Blogging~~

HATE EXAM...

Happy Birthday to me (2)

Happy Birthday to me...

THINK POSITIVE!!

Enjoying my course.

Super Import Night & National Wushu Display

New song

No subject!~~

Photo time!!!

Happy ever after...

happy start with sad ending.. :(

depressed yday~~

End of the Performance...

Exam ended..

end of instructor exam...

Rehearsal 250409

How should I do??

Making a fool of myself

new.... u.p.d.a.t.e... :P

1 assignmant down a lot to come.. waha..

Dun lyk financial planning.. ahh~~~~

Boom~~

Happy Valentine's Day

God's supernatural miracle...

Happy new year!

Blessed by God

Put trust in me can?

am I missing her?

wonderful day in training.. :P

new qiang... haha...

Last day of 2008~~ times flies

Updating soon

NOw in Xi'an

3 day training past

2nd Day here...

Off to china...

5 more days.. counting down...

Updated.. finally

All night prayer... fun...

Lost and FOund...

I lost my iphone 3G :'(

I wish she will know~~

Happy Birthday to me...

boom... haha...

summise of wk again.. ahha...

Whole week in 1 >> 7-in-1

JUmp Jump...

Water Baptism

I am back

Power Encounter

>>-------------------------> <3 <3 wahahhaha... nth better to do~~

Yi lao shi back

End of week~

when break come~~ happi.. wahaha

Slacking day..

video time

Happy Happy~~~~~

End of comp...

1st dayof wushu comp.. hee...

National Wushu Comp

Countdown 3 day...

Happy Birthday Singapore!!

Damit.. sad and depression and all -ve feeling = justiin

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